You & me...Forever together...

2007-04-03T02:23:00.000-07:00

whew.. so angry today.. all thx to tt shyt.. tt arse.. tt creep.. tt gd for nth.. tt brainless person.. wads tt to laugh at.. do u think ur laughter is so enjoyable? no.. tell u it sux to the core.. its worst than tsunami or earthquake.. see tt face i feel lik taking sth n smack it.. i did.. but i missed.. hw happi would i be if the puncher i threw aim right on his face.. his sickening face.. i would be glad.. hw irritating can guys lik him be.. immatured.. irritating.. sickening.. no point living on this earth.. my advice to him.. be better off dead.. dun stay n waste the earth's resource.. ur pressence will onli harm the living things.. if i could.. the 1st thing i wan to do is slap u.. slap till u stop laughing.. lemme curse u.. i curse tt u will choke when drinking water.. will be drowned when u swim.. will fall off the chair once u sit on it.. will stay short forever.. will get bullied forever.. will fall frm the stairs.. will be stucked in the lift.. ur cutlery will bend once u touch them.. ur door lock will spoil when u try to open it.. u will slip n fall.. u will be mute.. u will be deaf.. u will nt be able to laugh with tt stupid face anymore.. lastly.. u will stay immature forever..

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2007-03-28T04:05:00.000-07:00

LALALALA.. long time nv blog.. recently quite busy.. CT result also not bad.. but v bad.. drop to 23rd position.. sad.. mayb maths too lousy.. jus nw while i was eating sthh.. i left sth on my comp table.. coming bac after half hr.. there r full of ants.. eew.. disgusted.. so i went to my kitchen n took a cloth damped with HOT water.. boiled ants.. lol.. so hot.. threw it on tt grp of ants.. predicted to die.. dun dare to take it with bare hands bac to kitchen.. so i took a container containing some hot water.. n threw the cloth in.. those ants shld hav died terribly.. 1st time doing this.. cuz i m plain bored.. wont do it again.. feel disgusted by the ants.. RIP.. pls tell ur leftover ant mates nt to come to my eye.. so sian.. kinda hate bio.. the fact is i duno y i took it.. made a big mistake.. did so badly for it.. hope tt i can remake this choice of taking bio again.. there i say i dun wan see ants.. there come 2 ants.. lucky i nv kill them.. so sian so sian so sian.. my march holiday nv rested at all.. but it was meaningful.. maths hw everyday =].. endless task of chionging hw.. at least sat i rested.. june holiday faster come ar.. hope there wont be so much maths hw le..

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2007-02-18T18:30:00.000-08:00

wish everyone a happi piggy yr!!.. spared some time to change the skin =] song too =]

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2007-01-21T23:46:00.000-08:00

sian sian sian.. ppl nwadays r soooo irritating.. hate-able.. KPO.. annoying.. demanding.. n etc~~ wads wrong with interrupting an conversation.. ans is.. its nt wrong unless u r nt fitted to talk.. sometimes ppl jus dun wan to hear someone's voice.. n the person jus pops their voices out.. tts the most irritating part.. if u interrupt with the right thing.. this is nt irritating.. but when the person is nt talking to u.. n u end up quarreling with the interrupter.. n tt person is more demanding n alot more of the etcs than u.. u'll feel lik killing tt person.. with all cruel acts u can think of.. jus for revenge.. i dun mind doing tt.. for some ppl tt r nt worthed for any sympathy.. even if tt person dies.. u'll feel great.. totally great.. hope tt the person vanishes frm the thin air as fast as possible.. i dun lik to tolerate.. i'll.. nut i dun lik.. y shld ppl tolerate another's stupid acts if they r nt wrong.. hw gd if theres a law saying " slap the person if u think u r right" but most probably.. alot of ppl would be slapped.. n ur face would be swollen by the end of the day.. whether u r right or wrong.. its better to hav this law when u wan vent ur anger.. n make this law disappears when there's peace..
As usual.. my phone was with Nokia service care again.. hw long will it be staying there? 3days.. till thur.. nowadays nokia hp reli nth to comment.. jus wan comment on my phone.. it was alright for the past 3 to 4 mths.. but it went berserk ytd.. hw great if they giv me a brand new 1.. my phone went off as my batt was totally empty.. but when i on it.. i cant see a thing except for my battery bar n a white screen tt ons when its on.. n nv lights when its off.. when listening to my phone mp3 on train journeys.. it was predicted to at least been auto offed 2 times b4 it can work.. or b4 i giv up on it n decided nt to listen it.. so fair enuf.. i gt myself an ipod mini.. budget 1.. but useable.. has 4gb of spaces too.. so worthed it.. another stupid prob is when u r happily replying a msg.. n it suddenly deletes off ur words.. u'll be irritated.. especially when u r typing a long simultaneous eqn.. which includes signs all over.. u'll sian dia0.. next next next will be the phone restriction code.. nobody has tt code.. y does it exist? y dun nokia tell me tt code.. but if they dunno tt code.. y is it appearing in my phone every nw n then? n i tried to on n off it.. dislocate the battery.. put it bac again.. n lastly my phone is spoilt.. with the 1st case i said.. white screen with battery bar.. mayb wun get a nokia phone.. i would rather get a brand tt is spoiling friendly.. but the prob is jus to wait.. if my phone dun let me send it bac to repair again.. i would be happi.. april.. the warranty period over le.. hope tt it doesn't spoils after the period is over.. or better still.. dun spoil.. i mean anymore! wad a long entry.. ok i shall stop for nw.. duno y i gt flu in alternate weeks.. hw sad..

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2007-01-17T00:57:00.000-08:00

hai sian day again.. but happi thing is.. we were released at 1.15 today! then went to cwp.. i wan buy bag leh >< hai.. shld i walk to cwp n buy?? Y.Y at sch.. so sian.. someone asked me for a bk.. its was darn heavy.. n i was handing it to the person with 1 hand.. the person commended tt my hand was short.. hw humilated.. regreted lending the book to tt person.. at a sci lesson.. i was attacked Y.Y my fren was walking infront n the person delibrately used a book to hit my fren.. i was walking bhind her after tt.. n i was the next 1 to be attacked.. the person attacked my weak shoulders.. nt so weak though.. n nxt.. my back.. nt bag but BACK.. hw sadding i m.. still lik 2/1 better.. at least gt ppl will stand up for me.. nw.. stand up myself lor.. onli way: siam.. cuz i wun win =.= sad.. poor back.. frm nxt mon onwards.. there is a new timetable.. n the most pathetic thingy is.. there is maths everyday.. regardless or race language or religon.. i will hav maths everyday =] HAi.. sadding..

signing off ask shiyi aka appledew

2007-01-09T01:13:00.000-08:00

HAI sadding day.. since monday.. so tired.. sway too.. sway dao buy toto may win .. but.. i nv bought any.. every maths lesson 45min of work.. add A maths.. another 45min.. each wk 6 work of Maths.. Hai.. CME also make me so fan.. i bhind keep saying dun call my name dun call my name.. i tio.. CME rep.. OMG.. onlii 2 words.. sian diao.. ppl nv hand in CME hw.. i tio.. punish me.. ppl no workbk.. i help them photocopy.. i so free meh.. zz.. no wonder everyday go home so sian n tired.. no time to play le.. play also abit.. then chiong hw.. i tell tcher say i dun wan be.. but btw tcher nt refering to me leh.. sian diao.. y i so stupid.. ARRRR wan die le la.. continue with the dun wan be rep.. tcher jus ask me to again =.= then i ask.. they nv do hw y punish me? tcher say.. at most stand onli.. eh y i so sway de leh.. zzz.. cme rep sounds lik so moralic.. m i =.= hw sad.. come bac msn.. all afk lik tt.. hw sad is my day.. nobody to talk to.. talking to myself here.. hw sad hw sad..

signing off as shiyi aka sad appledew

2007-01-04T00:14:00.000-08:00

Sch started fpr 2 days.. think still on holiday mood.. cuz this wk will be slacky.. till nxt wk while lessons start.. decided to blog.. cuz i knew its quite dead.. n to add on to edmund's entertaining mood =.= in the sense.. kill bored.. duno y it began to rain again.. anyways.. i m still nt quite used to my new class.. classmates i mean.. they all quiet till lik wad.. onli me alone there making atmostphere.. v sian leh.. even tt kwee ching also nt to joke =.= sian seh.. hope they wouldn't be those nerdy kinds.. or those boring ones? my form teacher is abit boring le.. nt to offend.. but makes me slpy.. hw great if our class stays the same.. i mean classmates again.. but.. cant.. sometime i see the boring class.. wan bang wall nia.. zz.. my place is near the wall.. i could bang it somehow.. how sad.. Ipod mini VS ipod nano.. who wins? to me.. i think mini is more worthed it.. cuz the newly refurbished ipod minis.. 4GB onli selling for range $118 to $158! by apple.. nt me.. is apple.com.sg.. since my shuffle.. is near to RIP this 3 words.. mayb buying the refurbished ones.. n once again.. switch topic to sch again.. all along.. at sch.. it looks fine to me.. but come home think.. our class quite COLD stage ( in chi) although i dun lik too noisy.. but sometimes mus noisy.. if nt.. u will tot tt ur class consist of a bunch of mutes.. hai.. edmund.. i post le.. nxt time wan me post again tell me ba.. n talk to me leh.. i going dead in sch.. mayb mutting soon.. HAI Y.Y

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2006-12-13T17:10:00.000-08:00

7DAys more~~ this morn found out a webby at nooby's blog.. quite useful.. onli if u knw wad u wan =.= if nth to do.. can take the quiz n knw more abt urself..

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/index.htm

this is wad they said abt me..

You are constantly trying to make a favourable impression and endeavouring to be considered as that someone 'special'. You are pretty good at using various tactics and strategies that give the impression that you are in control. Maybe you are - but you are constantly watching to see whether or not your endeavours are truly appreciated. Be careful... just as 'you' may be endeavouring to influence others, 'they' may indeed be influencing you.Most people are conditioned by their environment and you are no exception. You are an extremely emotional person - so much so that 'the wrong word' can lead you to tears. You feel other people's pain. You feel the need of sympathetic relationships and a pleasant work environment in order to develop and grow. You are an impulsive, loving individual with a great deal of inherent feeling.You are feeling under considerable pressure and you are being forced to make concessions. You are not particularly happy with this state of affairs but you feel that you have no alternative. If you were to force issues you would be left out or completely ignored by one and all.There is considerable amount of stress present in your life at this time and this is perhaps due to some considerable mental and physical frustration. There are various physical needs that are necessary for your well-being but whatever the reasons - mostly of your own making - your needs are not being fulfilled. We wonder why? You are under the impression that nobody seems to care for you. This predicament is most uncomfortable and it is because of this that you are experiencing far more stress than you feel you can cope with. You need to find a soul mate - someone who truly understands you and whose standards are as high as your own. As matters stand you would like to break away from the vicious cycle that you find yourself entrapped but this is easier said than done. You refuse to compromise with your opinions and essentially you are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of the necessary decision. You are stubborn but this should be no deterrent experiencing a happy life.You are worn out - suffering from what has been described as 'burnout' and nothing seems to stimulate you to break away from this state of lethargy. This situation is causing an acute distress situation and not being able immediately to resolve the problems is exposing you to excess stress and tension. You are endeavouring to break away from this situation by withdrawing into a state of 'Never Never Land' - an illusory substitute world in which things could be as you would like them to be. Now is the time to take time-out - to relax. A short break is all that you need and you will find that matters will resolve themselves.

kinda cheem.. n it lags after i pasted this whole thing.. Y.Y abt 2 more wks to schooling.. onli 1 word to say = sad.. kinda regret tt this holiday seemed short n i wasted it.. jus at home playing maple =.= but also nt so regretful.. i at last L77 le.. ^^ but even if gimme a long long holiday.. i also will anyhow spend de.. cuz humans will cherish onli if they r losing sth.. this is wad i knw.. haha.. rather than wasting time regretting.. i shall use my remaining holiday to do the stuffs i wan.. watch goong vcd.. go out.. chiong till L80.. hopefully more.. WKAKAKAKA.. ok time to go.. byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-12-03T01:23:00.000-08:00

Hao sian.. Hao sian.. n jus Hao sian.. holidays r fun.. but sian.. alot thingys can happen also la.. for instance.. i may spend my bday at home for the 13th yr i m doing so.. cuz of 1 thing.. dunno wad to wear? =.= or sian to go out.. haish.. but if dun spend my holiday better.. another mth passing soon.. n sch restarts.. haish.. sometimes wan sch holiday.. but wan le also dunno wad to go.. finish le then hav thing to do.. always lik tt de.. hao sian hao sian hao sian.. zzz y my sis gt my fav kon b4 i had.. i wanted it duno lik 2mth ago or so.. my sis gt it after she wanted it some wks ago.. how unfair.. of cuz.. is her bf giv her de.. but nvm.. no kon then no kon lor.. suan le.. i also lazy to search.. actually gonna help sis advertise stuff de.. but.. always go to the blogs n paste the same thing 80 over times.. v sian de.. so stop halfway.. came to blog.. zzz.. hope i wun get to advertise it again.. tt feeling sux..

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2006-11-30T19:00:00.000-08:00

WHEW.. wad a tiring day ytd.. although i nv reli did anything =.=
ytd met cindy at 4.. suppose to be at 4.. but she late~~~ so 4.30 then go up train.. took the marina route.. dam long!!! finally reached cityhall.. change train! Nxt the train comes.. took it till pasir ris.. hw long it is.. on train.. gt a malay couple with 2 kids.. 1 still baby.. another ard 2 to 4?? tt 2 to 4 de. wa stylo nia..MOEHOG hair.. the tip is dyed gold.. wow.. so shiok.. they alighted b4 we reached pasir ris.. so cute the babies!!
Waited for a long time to hav seats.. the time when i had a seat is aready tampines =.= sad.. ok reached pasir ris.. called edmund.. scream at me wor.. nvm.. took bus 354 as he said.. wait for tt dam bus.. so long!! wonder if theres onli 1 bus tt is 354 in the whole pasir ris? i guessed so.. cuz when go bac also took the same bus.. with no air con.. then while waiting.. saw iris n yanyi.. then we go tgt lor.. reach the 1st bus stop n alighted.. hw great.. someone asked us to alight frm there.. where it was supposed to be at the 2nd bus stop.. ask edmund hw to go to the pit.. he gimme attitude.. so i shout bac.. felt lik turning bac to bus stop n go home..ARGH..
finally i sort out my way to escape.. saw CHEERS.. ok i knw wad.. then edmund ask us go MAc.. then go lor.. reach le he walk so fast.. go buy ice =.=ok fine.. then me n cindy purposely walk slow slow.. nv waited for us in the end.. irresponsible.. ok found tt place.. then started eating =.= eat awhile go find yanyi they all in the beach.. playing sand n water.. play awhile go bac.. me n cindy go wash leg.. then go bac pit again.. then go eat lor.. haha.. whole session is eat.. stand.. sit.. drink.. talk.. DONE =.= the others gt play water bomb O.O waste plastic bags.. anyways i helped to bbq too.. nt totally an idle.. then at abt 9 ba.. we wan go home.. so walked.. said bye bye.. walk.. walk wrong side.. go bac agin.. then they ask us go bac take pic.. go bac again.. take finish.. go off again.. come bac take pic AGAIN.. go off again.. come bac take desert AGAIN.. go off again.. n at last we went off.. walk a long long way.. tt 2 guy infront.. dunno wad is WAIT.. zzz so we walk slow slow.. then saw iris n yanyi at the bus stop.. DRESSED =.= wow.. ok 354 came.. we took .. wa whole body so sticky.. zzz reach pasiris mrt.. then we took the right lane.. same anyways.. is jus tt its faster.. cuz it will reach by 2mins the train.. so took it.. rest.. but yanyi n iris seems energetic.. keep talking.. non stop.. then at cityhall.. they supposed to alight.. but forgot.. so alighted as raffles place.. dumped me n cindy alone.. then took the JE train.. its obviously a faster route than the cityhall 1.. although its the same amt of stations - 29.. but its faster.. then cindy alighted at bukit gombak.. so i m alone on the train bac to woodlands.. sad.. reached woodlands at abt 11++.. then walk alone home.. slowly stroll home.. walk walk walk.. at last home.. whew.. so tired.. but fun ba.. jus tt its alot flies.. n the mashmallow bbq till nt burnt =.= anyways.. its the last gathering for 2E1.. who turned up?
ME,Cindy,Yanyi,Iris,NivA,Vivian,Val,Dharnia,Thyvia,Tessmin,Ansen
Rey,Eugene,ah lok,JJ,Mr low,Barry,Marcus,Benny,,Edmund,Mr mo & mrs mo.. Val parents.. viv's maid.. ok DONE ^^

singing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-11-27T21:28:00.000-08:00

Wad a COLD day =.= these few days keep raining.. stop.. rain again.. stop again.. As usual.. morn wake up.. brush teeth.. etc.. today play maple.. gt a guy ask me for meso.. ok i shall giv.. i gav 4616 meso =.= kinda cheapskate.. but this is wad i ahd.. n he told me sth.. ' I NEED MORE' hack care u leh.. =.= so greedy.. hmm tonite shld be lvl 74.. train till 75 stop.. slack.. but anyways.. see hw it goes.. thur is class BBQ.. O.O hw to go there ar =.= fine nvm.. me n cindy will think of a way.. sad.. connie nt going.. so we 2 slowly lost n found ba.. so fast going dec le.. reaching my bday soon =P.. nxt week.. next next week.. next next next week.. zzz ok la.. quite far =.= then xmas another 4days away after my bday.. hw near.. but everytime bday over.. is lik.. so far~~~ hao sad.. lets see wad will i get for my bday this yr?? O.O mayb nth T.T then xmas leh.. nth too T.T
Anyways.. going 14 soon le.. wo hai xiao.. hao sad ar.. HAHA.. ok lame.. nth else to add on n i shall sign off.. BYEEEE (:

signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-11-14T19:28:00.000-08:00

YEA streamed to 3/3.. appledew also lvl 70 le.. WOOTZ.. thx nooby for ur exp card ^^
the proudest thing is i killed grendel n 4 macis in 2.07min!!!! WOOT. but.. cant find exit =.= at last i found it though.. become mage le... but ice strike abit lousy la =.= anyways still v happi~~~
wan ice strike to max ehx.. abit diff nia.. lvl 80 >< nxt yr cant chiong also le.. this yr mus chiong more.. SIAN AR.. hope tt the new yr 2007 will be better.. this yr sux for me =.= zzz

signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-11-08T17:04:00.000-08:00

soooooooooo sian lately.. tmr think the stream class results will be out.. sian.. finally lvl 68.. its a finally =.= my princess hours going finish on tv le.. miss out a few episodes.. so sian ar so sian ar.. every morn wake up train.. no life ar.. dun train lik no chance le.. train.. also lik v no life.. haish.. need fan every morn gt map to train anot.. gt prist anot.. most prob i dun hav a priest =.=.. worst is no map la.. HAISH.. u go every map.. they ask u cc pls ty =] tt kinda thingy.. gt 1 guy smarter.. str8 type " cc pls/nfs/pt full/no sharing" =.=

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2006-11-02T18:59:00.000-08:00

after so looooong.. at last.. i gt my blog fixed.. end of yr results although nt bad.. but maths n sci.. HAISH.. duno will be streamed to which class.. nxt yr 2E1 will be seperated.. is it a gd thing or a bad 1? mayb gt gd gt bad.. but still feel wierd wierd de.. 2 yrs de classmate.. suddenly all going diff class.. but.. anyways.. still in same sch still can accept ba =]

changed blog skin.. took me hours to re edit infos.. hehex..

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2006-10-02T04:32:00.000-07:00

today at bus.. wensheng they all keep saying tt yanyi sec 1 de cousin is my maple stead.. wonder when will them stop this nonsense.. i say alot of times le.. i dunno him.. i nv talk to him.. then hw can i be his maple stead or wadeva shit? v fan leh.. keep saying.. nt tired ar.. u all nt tired i v tired leh..ask them stop it still continue saying.. v fan ar..

signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-10-01T00:59:00.000-07:00

sway sway.. recently so sway.. so sad.. so everything.. comp getting lag.. to lagger.. to laggest.. mood getting frm sad to sadder to saddest.. play maple can keep dc me.. surf net can let me hang there for lik dunno hw long.. hope this comp will enlighten itself to improve for the better.. recently weather nt gd.. alot fog.. mood also nt gd.. alot fog also.. dunno y i sian sian also.. wan happi also diff.. n yet ppl still make me sadder.. haish.. dunno wad i wan leh.. haish haish haish..

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2006-09-27T02:56:00.000-07:00

haish.. returned to sch today.. my comp nw abit more lagger.. sian.. ytd d.c 6 times.. today v sian.. need present maths proj.. considered nt so successful.. those ppl lik dunno wad.. all do own stuffs.. onli some infront make comments.. but at least gt listen.. then some grp members unable to help.. so forget it.. then edmund make so much stupid noise.. also dunno wad he wan la.. morn talk to him, then he dao me.. then lata my turn to dao him.. he say i giv him attititude.. duno wad he wan.. suan le dun talk to him frm today onwards.. unless accidentally..jus so sian la..

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2006-09-25T23:08:00.000-07:00

yipee.. comp repaired.. finally.. wait so long le.. today sch de polling holiday.. so can slack.. tmr need go sch again le.. seems tt my speaker had spoilt or sth?? ARGH!!
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-09-01T02:53:00.000-07:00

comp spoilt currently.. for yanyi: dun flood my blog!!!! haha so wait till my comp ready then i wil post.. so cyz ^^

signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-08-02T01:07:00.000-07:00

haA finally i posted..these few weeks v tiring..frm last wk till nw.. haven reli rested enuf.. common test coming le.. mus work hard.. but no energy to work hard.. v restless.. then keep wanting to fall asleep in class.. hw to work hard la T.T
then class test lik everyday lor.. xcept today.. cuz tio suspension.. mon - lit surprise test, tue- eng surprise test.. wed- shld be maths test.. but postponed to nxt mon.. then tmr - sci test.. fri - NO TEST!! haha.. then following mon.. geog n maths.. sian sia... v short tempered recently.. duno y.. v tired also.. today art lesson.. after tt tio suspension le.. then we assemble outside art room.. go in tidy 10 by 10.. at last finished..so sian ar!!!!!!!!!!!! whole day nth to do.. so tired wan slp also no proper thingy to slp.. at least in class gt chair to slp n table to lie on.. whole day in hall~~~~ but nt bad eh.. recess time onli our class book the canteen.. n councilors.. then the rest all having lesson.. at least no need fight for food~~~ then slack in hall. then i sms here n there.. haha.. suspension is nt fun at all.. at least if is lik external.. then can go home? =P in sch.. haish.. if we nv messed up the art rm.. this wun happen.. but when go in the art rm after 2/6 used it.. i see the sink.. is lik WTH? dam black?? with inks?? i rmb when we left.. it isn't lik tt?? sth fishy going on.. but i reli dun blief tt if tts wad we caused.. 2/6 can use it still?? then i see the feltcloth there.. wa biang.. 1 dump? i rmb it wasn't so messy.. in the end.. had to wash the cups, take table n chair put aside..put bac.. fold feltcloth.. free labour =.= abit wad la.. even if it isn't wad we did.. we still hav to be punished.. 1 for all, all for 1 mar.. bo bian.. then at hall.. hav maths lesson.. but i was lk gonna fall asleep le lehx.. so nv listen..then after tt 1.15 go bac class for sci remedia~~~ after sci still gt chi.. can kill ppl leh.. but at last.. i'm bac at home sweet home.. but since miss chan knws bout this thingy tts going on today.. all of us r gonna get it someday... >.<

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2006-07-21T02:48:00.000-07:00

huiru ar huiru.. sabo me.. gd lor u.. nxt time sabo u bac!! whahah!!!

instructions :state eight different points of your ideal lover.mention gender.tag eight others to do it.

gender of ideal lover : male

1) cannot be shorter than me.. tt means taller than me la..
2) mus treat me gd gd.. cannot scold or whack me!!
3)mus be v frank! in the sense truth n honest?
4)caring.. v caring.. especially caring..
5) cant smoke..gamble..drink alot of liquor.beer.. etc.. root beer exceptional =)
6)trusting me in wadever i does..
7)nt forcing me to do things tt i dun wish to do..
8)loving me for who i m .. nt wad he wans me to be..

saboing session starts.. this 8 ppl.. be alert.. u r honouredly chosen to do this quiz.. n the honour winners are...
1)cindy
2)yanyi
3)joel
4)tucky
5)eileen
6)jason
7)honey
8)edmund

signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-07-07T03:41:00.000-07:00

fianlly gt a chance to blog.. its fri~~ weekends is tmr!! woot.. so happi.. hw nt alot this wkend.. if nt can die sia.. gt a geog test on mon i think.. actually this wk.. quite tiring.. hws piling up lik shit.. but managed to do it finish.. even if nvr finish it.. then can go sch 'exchange pointers' >.<>.< nvr shout.. cuz morn nia.. then come down frm lift.. outside gt crockroach T.T chasing me T.T then i run even further.. last at sch.. gt ants!!! ARGH!! y all lik att me so much de T.T haish haish.. mus find some1 tt can chase away them de le..
although semester 2 is shorter than semester 1.. nearing to sec 3.. so near yet so far ar.. hw i wish i can adjust my life timeline.. tt will be gd.. but know its impossible.. jus feel tt weekends is nt enuf..

signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-06-20T22:50:00.000-07:00

Whew.. maple patch today... extended another 1hr.. scarly lata extend 10hr? LOL.. sch starting in nxt wk.. sian sia.. haven play enuf leh.. so fast lor .. tt pathetic 1 wk! y cant hav 1yr? LOL.. maple bday today... prezzie is 2x exp for specific time slots.. is lik wth?.. y morn dun hav de.. onli afternoon n nite.. midnight leh.. walao.. haish.. then sian lor.. sure dam lot ppl de.. hw to train ar.. say frankly.. dun always chiong lvl.. no motivation de... go there jump here n there.. walk here n there.. talk talk here.. talk talk there.. lik tt still can kill time.. ytd i lvled!! WOOTZ.. then nw kor lvl 88 le.. so fast lor.. guild de ppl chiong lik siao.. (no offence.. its the truth!) n me.. slowly slack.. wun do anything to me anyway.. jus will feel depressed.. y ar.. all chiong so fast.. tt lvl lik eat pill keep growing de.. mine lik stuck down there leh?? LOL.. but no pain no gain.. wan to gain lvl.. then mus chiong lor.. arH!! faster ar!! my patch!! then tt maple bday bash.. say frankly.. for rich ppl to go de.. $52.50 sia..pok gai liao ar.. but gt alot benifits leh.. but onli for tt few hrs over there... nt reli worth.. but some ppl will still feel tt it worthed! but for me.. no of cuz..haha leen tell me maple can dl le.. i gtg..

signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-06-09T14:44:00.000-07:00

nw its 5.41am in the morn..lata needa go out early..so wnent blogging at this hr..ytd..at 8.05pm,my grandpa left us peacefully..everything happened so suddenly..but was predicted. but no use being sad bout it, no dead would come bac alive..so we jus had to cherish wad we had nw. no use crying..i blive tt ah gong wun wan us to be sad for him. probably leaving us isn't a bad thing.. jus had to face it..its all prestined...at least,by leaving us earlier..he doesn't need to be suffering frm illnesses..illnesses tt had been surrounding him will all go frm ytd onwards..he can live happily at the other side of th world...watching us as we grow.. i admit, i wasn't a gd grand daughter.. i m a useless 1.. if u asked me wad can i tell u frm my ah gong, i can onli say, he smokes,drinks.. i dun even know his name, everything thing bout him is strange to me.. although since young i lived under him n ah ma till i was p1 & moved out..i didn't talked to him much..he was either outside loitering till late nite..n plus i wasn't v talkative at tt time.. so the chance we could talk is even lesser.. after moving away..we met even lesser than b4..frm a couple of times a mth to onli once in a yr..last yr i didn't even saw him! haiz.. actually his death was predicted half a mth ago..but he strived n held his last breath till ytd..we shld be glad tt he used up his every last breath b4 leaving us..& leaving without any regrets.. he had suffered for the past yrs.. n nw its time for his to put down all those burdens n leave happily.. we shld be happi =] i dun think he would wish us to be sad ba.. but ytd.. i still cried.. i felt so useless tt when i onli dropped a tear after knewing this.. nt even a single more.. but i begin to realise.. being happi with wad is for us is v impt..we jus hav to life it no matter wad.. but late at nite i still cried.. but nw its all over...

ah gong rest in peace ba.. may the peace of lord be always with u (=

signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-06-08T23:40:00.000-07:00

Sad sia.. always tio sabo.. 2 ppl sabo me le leh...anyway,s this the quiz tt yanyi & baoling passed on to me =)

First, name the 20 people u think of now before answering the questions below; tag 5 person to do this, if he/she done it, there is no nid to do it again.

1. Cindy
2. Connie
3. Vivian Kam
4. Eileen
5. Meowkheng
6. Doris
7. Yanyi
8. Tessmin
9. Edmund
10. Ansen
11. Joel
12. Huiru
13. Mingwei
14. Soonhuat
15. Yvonne
16. Pohwai
17. Don
18. Xue
19. Jing xuan (yuna)
20. Ivan

-When did u meet 14?
Last yr

-What will u do if u have nvr met 1 before?
I would be sad T.T

-What will u do if 20 n 9 are dated?
They would be GAYS! (tt is mostly impossible)

-Did u ever like 19?
OF CUZ! shes my mummi ^^

-Would 6 and 17 make a gd couple?
Probably nope.. they dunno each other.. =]

-Describe 3.
She liks to kajiao me.. & her bday is coming (hint hint**)

-Do u think 8 is attractive?
Yep =]

-Tell me something about 7.
She's cute and pretty! ^^

-Do u noe any of 12's family member?
Hmm..nope >.<

-Wad's 8 favourite thing?
haha. animie? or jiawei? LOL

-Wad will u do if 11 confess tt he/she likes u?
it is impossible!! WHAHAHA..He says it to his bunny rather than me!

-What language does 15 always speak?
English, chinese and 'pervertic language?'

-Who is 9 going out with?i
duno leh.. he doesn't says T.T

.-How old is 16 now?
19. (bday jus passed)

-When is the last time u talked to 13?
hmm. nt long i think..jus talked to him half an hr ago?

-Who's 2 favourite singer/band?
nt sure leh.. she nvr told me T.T

-Would u date 4?
i wont.. she also wouldnt.. cuz we dun wan to be lesbians!

-Would u date 7?
she doesnt wan too >.< me too.. haha

-Is 15 single?
frm wad i know.. shes single =]

-Wad's 10 last name?
sen? (cuz goh an sen?)

-Would u ever b in a relationship with 11?
No =.=

-Wad sch does 3 go to?
chr.

-Where does 6 live?
Katib..

-Wad's ur favourite thing about 5?
She's er...dunno leh.. jus dun make me angry i would be happi ^^

-Have u seen 1 naked?
i m nt tt er xin >.<

5 ppl MUS do this lame thing
Eileen,
Joel,
Huiru,
Yuna,
Jason

cant blame me >.<

signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-06-04T02:27:00.000-07:00

so long nvr post le. haha.. tt day went for ansen's party till lik 11pm lik tt then reach home lol..late haha! then on tt day.. chiong till lvl up ar!! nw lvl 59 le!! nw train at tt place although quite noob la.. but still gd leh.. tio 5 tobi in 4 days!! 1 cromi.. 2 calas.. 2 umber shouldermail.. song bo! LOL.. quite sian la holiday.. but everyday maple also will sian de.. so sometimes go out walk walk.. tmr going out again haA.. nwadays.. gt tt 2xexp ar.. all chiong le.. inside guild so many chionging lor.. onli me slack.. but nv,.. chiong till lvl high high.. mus train me (hint hint**) haha tt somebody shld know hor.. LOL.. everybody tio ks.. but nt everybody will be as pathetic as me.. mage by right shld be ksing ppl rite? but me the special 1.. tio ks sia.. so sad.. but nvm my hao buddy will help me de wor (hint hint**) haha.. ppl tio ks by sin n mage.. nth to say la.. i tio ks by WARRIOR?! is lik wth? sad sia.. but gt my revenge in the end.. heng is a crusader lvl higher than me la.. if a warrior lvl lower.. walao.. reli mus jump river le.. si le si le.. talking lik someone le.. lata scold me copycat eh.. LOL.. may to june alot ppl bday sia.. so this mth.. pocket abit lose leh.. all $$ no more le.. haish.. fortunate ppl.. HAAH.. hmm lets see... anything more to say mar? oh ya gt eh.. recently.. weather v warm..so hot lor, play comp till halfway.. the big big sun shine.. is lik~~~~~ haha.. can see tt jealousy is running high eh.. met so many ppl with high jealousy lvl.. but cant be helped.. who ask some ppl cant control? gt anger management lesson.. shld there hav jealousy management lesson? nt say cant jealous la.. is lik mus control.. dun show out.. haha.. but i knwo i cant do it de la.. jus advicing..ppl nowadays getting so gd eh.. all of sudden wan do gd deed de LOL.. nt bad eh.. do gd deed drop tobi.. gd deal leh.. HAHA...and to the many ppl feeling nt well de.. mus tc..including me.. gonna get sore throat >.< haha.. then cant talk le.. but can type rite?? WHAHAH lol.. n ganbatei to those chionging lvl ba!! chiong for ur 3rd job!! then me behind help u all jia you.. then slowly poke =P.. hmm shld be quite long le la.. thinking of changing blog skin.. but lazy to find.. haha.. lets find 1 bright n relxing day to change it! okie i go le buaiz

signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-05-28T03:31:00.000-07:00

ytd went for yanyi's party.. bday ger, mus stay happi ar!! then they had cream fight then tio yanyi's skirt.. tt culcript mus feel guilty de.. but seems nvr eh.. hah.. had quite much fun.. except tt dinner wasn;t so yet PEACEFUL haha.. they played the "pool" then me walk here n there sending songs.. lol bo bian.. nth to do le.. cuz i dunno hw to play lol.. managed to get some songs frm eugene.. despite of the dam slow connection! Ganbadei!! LOL nw having slight headach.. actually this post shld be long de.. but jus nw upload le then gone again.. sickening... we had our production after urinating n hill of prawn shells.. haha urination is cuz we play with tt green tea,lemon tea n ice.. pics can be seen frm viv's bloggie ^^ actually every pic in her blog.. mine cant upload T.T cable spoilt!! f5f5f5.. then edmund n jj had menstruation today!! the prawn juice splash till their *** then looks lik mensturate! then prawnys.. eugene help to eat ALOT! affilation to him.. n cuz he help me,viv,rey,jj,viv's bro to pluck.. me lazy to pluck >.<>
signing off as shiyi aka angry appledew!!

bac at home sweet home!

2006-05-20T06:57:00.000-07:00

whew.. after 3days at malacca.. at last we came bac ytd nite.. dam tired.. at malacca.. everybody wish to go bac earlier.. cuz the rooms there r so torturing!! i rmb my rm when we on the tap.. the colour of the water is brown?!yellow?!green?! BLACK?!?!? haha.. at last it turned bac to the normal colour.. then 1st nite.. i spotted a cockroach. 2nd nite.. a lizard.. but nvr tell .. if nt yanyi will freak up n all of us no need slp again le.. 2nd day woke up late.. no morning calls.. n alarm nvr ring.. spooky~~ LOL but nw everything is over!! 1st day we had beach activities.. quite torturing..then our dinner nt nice de.. n we had watermelon for 3days!!! lol.. then ahd the nt scary de nightwalk.. expected it to be scary.. haish..n at nite.. supposed to be very tired after the long day we had today.. frm sg to malacca.. spent so much time.. sit on bus till back ach.. shld be very tired n slp immediately.. but the bed~~ lol n somemore.. dunno y.. everytime go camp.. they will spread some stupid rumors say gt ghost or wad.. make ppl dun dare to slp.. then some freak out.. i dun wish to hear those thingys.. if nt i also will anyhow think.. haha.. so tt nite.. yanyi kept laughing for nth.. i scold her she laugh.. i say sth nt funni she laugh.. wa i reli tired sia.. n in the end we decided nt to bother abt her.. let her laugh.. we need to slp initially... haha n at last we slp!

2nd day.. morn's bfast sux!! i had bee hoon.. tt bee hoon is lik 1 plate of mee + salt! so dam salty.. nvr finished it.. but drank 3 glasses of water~~ dun dare eat bee hoon le.. n had watermelon again! then we setted off to the D-paradise.. on journey.. saw buffalos..monkeys... then finally reached.. then split n went touring.. need climb tt dam slope.. n the floor so slippery~~ stupid sia.. then tt guy behind.. keep road block! walao.. then all run la.. he leh.. behind walk slow slow~~ stupid.. anyways had a tiring day at the farm.. n slp on bus when we gt up.. it was lik such a long journey to there. but came bac.. i slp open eyes.. reach the resort le?! haha.. we had xtra time to bathe.. 2hrs! then after bathing nth to do.. then yanyi they alll say wan go beach.. ok lor.. since nth to do.. n nvr expected tt i jus song song go there walk walk.. it is nt allowed.. cuz darren hurt himself there.. at nite.. had our camp fire.. our class. aiya, last min work again.. this time failed.. expectes~~ so un coorperative... ppl wan say sth, sure mus add noise.. nvm lor.. then sit on the beach.. those tiny winy little things keep crawling.. make ppl so uncomfortable... i stood at the rest of the camp.. cant tahan.. then after camp fire.. went bac to bathe.. then found out tt boys frm our class were punished for nt being coorperative for the skid.. so kelian.. heard tt they were made to sit far apart frm each other at the near playground place with no streetlights.. might had seen ........ ?? haha.. n this time round.. slp till 6.55am in the morn!.. rush ar!!!

today last day.. actually shld be going for a tour ard places at malacca.. but due to nt gd weather.. it was cancelled.. n go shopping!!! whahaha.. thx to the bad weather!! lol.. then 1st few hrs.. i went there.. i brought de $$ all no more le.. bought prezzies for nooby..hr.. sis n blah.. then last bought a bagpack with nalinee.. still owe her RM11 nia =X n i left with RM3.06.. y leh.. cuz on bus i say i no $$ then barry..edmund donate to me =.= then went for lunch.. quite nice those nonya food.. but nvr ate finish in the end.. all of them all rush to shop.. so much leftovers.. n had the desert.. forgot wad name.. but nice eh.. then walk to the shopping centre.. this time cant buy anything.. lol blame myself la~~ then after walking.. went to find bus.. connie spotted the bus.. onli we 3 found tt bus.. nobody else did =.= connie so smart.. haha then after tt.. str8 head bac to singapore.. but with breaks.. today they show an action movie tt i dunno wad izzit abt.. so dun watch lor.. rather slp.. LOL nvr think tt most of us slpt.. too tired le ba.. then mr gill say we on action movie for u all they all of u slp.. alomak.. haha..n had break at yong peng.. n after tt head to malaysia custom.. tt day is darren's bday nia.. tess gav him a flower.. is a frenship de.. dun mistook ar..n wish darren a happi bday! haha many of them bought bubble gums ar.. pirated dvd..cd.. but all managed to pass thru the singapore checkpoint eh.. smart! we queued very logn at singapore ccustom.. luggage so heavy leh.. nvm its all over! then reynard.. gav the person a bag of rubbish instead of passport? LOL then put those luggage into tt screening thingy.. n bac to bus~~ n headed str8 t sch... ask dad pick me up.. luggage so heavy.. cant possibily carry them bac?! will die de~~ n after his car came.. throw tt thing up n went up to rest.. on way home.. keep talking non stop despite being so tired.. aiya i dun talk cannot de..then go home still talk.. talk till sis come bac n continues till 9pm.. then breathless~~ ate abalone for dinner!! yummy~~ then 9pm go play maple.. play finish.. at 11pm.. go bac rm.. so messy wor.. dun care le.. miss my bed so much! then at 11.30 start to talk on phone str8 to 1.07am.. then officially no batt le.. need recharge.. so slp till today 10.17am.. 10hrs wor.. nice slp! then today my appledew lvl 58 le! after lvling.. i chiong to fm go buy anakarune for her.. cuz i onli gt red n blue de.. but i wan int de.. so went to buy.. nw shes wearing white anakarune.so nice! wait till lvl 60 plus the white seraphis!! wootz!! haha i say so many le.. hand tired eh... ok la i go maple awhile then go bathe.. smelly =X haha~~

signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-05-09T04:01:00.000-07:00

wosh! exams are finally over!! weeeee!! so relaxed.. eh strange nia.. y suddenly 2/1 today so quiet eh? gt motive de.. sure de.. cuz dun wan sweep floor marx xP or wan chiong home? haha.. so sianz.. today went out with mum till late late.. nt too late also.. bt 5? haha early la.. tmr goingout with sis since she has no paper for tmr.. so sway~~ lol -nvr said anything- >.< yep yep appledew lvl 57 le! haha ytd pia 20% nia.. n today nooby's bday.. happi bday to u.. u r born in the zooo.. lol.. haha reached 15 le wor.. still so lame .. haha.. anyway wish him a gd gd bday ^^ hehe tts all le ba.. nth to write eh..? haha ok la i go do stuffs le! buaiz
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-05-07T20:32:00.000-07:00

time flies~~ today is the 2nd last paper.. sci quite easy la.. but onli did it finish at the last 5mins... also dunno y.. probably spent too much time on the graph question le ba.. but heng heng.. at last i finish le ^^ tmr is home econs.. but teacher nvr say wad chap to study.. so study whole bk lor .. nw ish 11++ onli.. still gt a long day to study!! haha.. after tmr.. frm wed till nxt mon no need go sch le! then thur 2E students need go bac sch check exam paper.. n go learn malay >.< haha but confirm learn le sure forget.. actually tue is marking day.. everybody no need go sch de.. but hai cuz wed going malacca le mar.. then fri approximately 8pm then reach sg.. will mish my pillow!! n hp.. cuz no international line.. wonder tt 3 days is torturing or fun? haha scalry lost then no need come bac le =X then become immigrant sia LOL then today xue send me a gross video.. but dunno watch le keep laughing even though its so dam gross.. mayb i sot diao le HAHA.. those who wan watch tell me to send u ba =] today go class with hair shorter than b4.. edmund see le say i lik ghost.. f5f5f5! he then lik ghost ar.. hungry ghost especially! looks normal mar.. crazy guy RARR
lol no offence =X ok i shall end here =]
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-05-05T01:43:00.000-07:00

wootz.. i finally blogged.. today the internet play with me again !! heng i defeated it in 2mins! haha.. i nt so stupid de.. lol.. but with the help of tt internet person.. hehe thx (= n i cut my hair jus nw.. the long long hair of mine nw no more le.. nw become short short short le.. but loks ok.. n head feels lighter! haha 2006 le.. hav long long hair for bout.. 10yrs? since i m 3! haha nw short short hair.. lol dun seem so wierd de.. dun worry.. tmr will be the election, so today all sch release early! but we no difference la.. having exam.. we leave earlier than tt lol.. today ms ong's last day.. although she talk lik machine gun, teach so fast till i cant understand her teaching for 1mth.. abit naggy.. but the rest still ok la.. at least nw i understand her lessons.. wun fall asleep le.. but! she go le T.T nvm la all the best to her teachings in future.. n to those gonna be taught by her =X mus listen CAREFULLY.. then today she giv us things.. then ask me giv out.. i dunnoe gt write name de sia.. then i anyhw giv.. in the end lao kui T.T then she giv us the sticker with our names so cute! n 1 paper gt write bout us de.. she say at first when she mark my work.. she tot i m gonna fail =.=''l ok la heng i fail a ew times n nvr fail anymore le.. thx to her gd teaching.. then today maths paper.. ask stupid questions.. wad explain y is the 2 triangel similar? becuz u wan to make them similar lor.. jkjk haA think can pass ba.. if nt reli si le~~ ok la type so long.. if read de ppl sure see till eye big big... i shall end here..
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-05-01T01:52:00.000-07:00

wootz! comp ready!! hehe.. but nw MYE cant maple for time being.. mus work hard!! jia you jia you jia you wor! ok but today can maple for 1 day (x hehe i go bac to me maple le ! buaiz!
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-04-19T17:19:00.001-07:00

nw at it rm.. edmund beside =.=''l n mark jus bang my head! blah blah blah....so on and so forth hor....(edmund la =) comp sent to repair le.. should be okay la.

signing off as shiyi aka appledew =]

Genius of 2e1 edmund =)

2006-04-15T23:27:00.000-07:00

wah sianz.. comp spoilt.. cant on9 le.. nw at yanyi hse.. actually come to do the home econs onli.. then ended up playing maple.. go friendster n msn n blog paiseh hor =X har long time nvr post.. ppl screaming for posts.. n i m screaming for someone who knows how to repair my bloody comp!!!!! cant tahan le~~~ if this continues.. gonna be god dam bored! ok rmb ar.. wun be on9 so often.. so wan contact me.. cant go maple or msn le.. mush call my hp or sms le.. if dunnoe my hp num,, too bad ba =X n i m so happi!!! my factorisation finally know hw to do le!! nw test wun fail le ba.. n tmr gt home econ pratical test.. hope dun bake 1 chao ta cookie out wor.. har n sci test.. hope dun so diff. n lastly maths retest.. hope can pass sia~~~ -prays- n sch starts tmr.. rest for 3 days le.. brain need polish abit le!!! so sian ar.. mid yr coming in 2 or 1 wks time! mus jia you wor everybody!
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-04-01T04:52:00.000-08:00

jus nw went out with mummi.. mummi so cute! doesn't look lik wads her age nw nia.. looks younger x) then i reach orchard at 1.45pm then mummi reach at bout 2.35pm.. then i sotong sotong go there find her.. in the end she go up to the passenger service there le =.= ok then we go far east.. take the photo card.. think mummi gonna post it =X mummi say i gt baby fat on face.. LOL then after go far east we go taka then to marina square.. walk walk talk talk play play.. then go toilet saw someone tt looks lik a guy tt went to gal toilet.. we 2 was lik -o.O- then we 2 faster come out n discuss if hes a guy or a gal? then go in arcade.. then come out.. then quite late le so we took the free ride bus bac to "city hall" mummi so sotong.. we jus go in tt bus.. then a auntie ask us if the bus is heading to where.. then mummi say city hall.. then the auntie stayed in the bus. but when the bus leave.. it was going to orchard.. somerset =.= then we 2 > > =P then we 2 act nth happens.. cant blame us mar.. still young .. n somemore my directions nt gd de x) then we 2 dun wan tt auntie to look at us so pretend to slp... mummi slp on my shoulder then i slp on her head.. ( dun get wad i mean?) i also dunnoe wad i saying.. then reach somerset.. we both head diff side of mrt.. mummi was going to thiong bahru then me admirity to take 912 bac home! i reach home bout 8++ then while waiting for the 912.. wait so long.. sit till butt wan rot le.. then finally come, in tt bus so dam cold! brr.. n at last reach bac home! tired till death.. panda eyes beginning to form le!! T.T @.@ haha nxt time then go out with mummi again xP

signing off as shiyi aka appldew

2006-03-31T17:36:00.000-08:00

WHA today 1st of april.. APRIL FOOLS!!! morn try to trick baoling de.. but failed! T.T
ytd nite me n mummi talk till dam "early".. lol we talk frm 10.40 pm till 5.30am!! lol i still rmb hw long.. 6hrs22mins n 22 sec lol.. then after tt we 2 go slp~~ cuz tmr both of us going out mars =P wonder today will i be tricked on?? lol hope if gt de hua then nt so gou fen lor.. today is a day for jokes, so tolerance lvl will expand abit x) but stupid attitude probs will still be rejected... hmm lata abit go prepare for lata i go out.. nw go play maple first .. n btw happi bday to kor!! morn call him.. tt person say wrong num =.= ok la 1st failure.. nvm lata go double check the num.. ok n lets go maple nw!

2006-03-30T01:42:00.000-08:00

today sports day.. grit hse nvr won much.. sian.. today quite ok la..is jus tt the weather abit too sunny. sit there lik statue then abit too sian till wan to zz onli la.. LOL then 11.11am the day ended.. all rush home! haha no la.. most go cwp makan or wad so ever. then me go cwp awhile n chiong bac home n maple le.. then maple nth much to say la.. jus had my revenge on those sicko lunars!! whahah n 1 more thing.. kl i help ur char trade fame in aqualia nia.. bet tt i still rmb pw~~ lol dun change pw hor T.T if lik tt i bo liao then nth else to play le =P hahas i onli trade shlnobix de nia.. cuz ur other char at slpy =.= then nobody wan trade~~ ok i go bac maple pei mummi le.. mummi dun be stressed up.. there will always be a ending for a problem =] u jus hav to act as it goes =]

2006-03-24T19:54:00.000-08:00

haha our class gt new blog. . . n currently holding a voting session of who is the suckiest person.. edmund hold de =.= ok 1) kwee ching, 2) kar seng, 3)iris, 4) mrs logan.. for voting results check out at the end of this mth.. wonder who will win nia.. wan vote tell edmund ba =] but vote mus secretly vote.. if nt tt person bash u up lol.. n finally bac to my posting, long time nvr post le.. modem spoil, then get new 1. new 1 everyday ggimme prob but nw ok le.. appledew lvl 55 le!! wootz she lvled er on thur.. then die 2 times ytd.. wa kao.. shld hav use the safety charm.. sian diao.. 10% nia.. suan le la... say le onli qi si zi ji.. this quest dam troublesome need go wolf terrority, go here go there.. then collect hector left 3 then lag till mati.. sibei lame lor.. but heng gt pro fren help me if nt i die more than 2 times le.. he also gav me pang pang tails.. if nt i reli mati liao.. nw need 18 dex ores.. who gt ar?!?! lol .. hope my appledew can do 3rd job wor.. but wait long long i know.. so hard to train.. ok la i go friendster le .. stop here le byeee

signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-03-17T00:34:00.001-08:00

today finally blogged.. sneak up n use com for hw awhile.. if nt my tt father say i PLAY com games again... so thought of a stragely to avoid this.. n its to SNEAK n use... if nt kena yuan wang again.. hated his attitude lor.. haiz nw thought of going out n dun come bac.. dun see him can le... but lik tt also cant last for long. everytime go out need $$.. then i spend spend spend nw bo lui le... so stay at home n stare at celling lor... today weather dam warm.. heng took a cold bath.. nw betta ^^ mus drink more water recently le.. if nt all dehydrate then =X le as for me.. having cough lately, predicted to be nt cured for wks... so every nite b4 slp cough abit, middle of nite wake up cough alot! haiz sian.. hate coughing... make my throat so pain.. hmm anyways.. me finally gt friendster le.. but add abit diff... >> shiyi_appledew@hotmail.com
but for my msn.. is sagittarius_tsy@hotmail.com dun get mixed up... then recently, mood very nt gd... if u provoke me, even though i no voice le, i still shout n scream at u... then u make me sad.. then die le lor...i cry lor T.T LOL hahaz but heng always gt ppl to calm me down de.. when cry also same.. ask me dun cry de hehe.. hmm ok la say till here... rmb take care!!!
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-03-17T00:34:00.000-08:00

2006-03-10T01:49:00.000-08:00

True friends will do anything jus for u..
They understands u..
They go a million miles out of their way..
They are here when u need them..
They bring you smiles when a smile is exactly what u needed.

They listen and they hear what is said in the spaces between the words
They care for u..

A friend can guide you, inspire you, comfort you, or light up your life with laughter.
A friend understands your moods and nurtures your needs.
A friend lovingly knows just what you're after.

When good news comes a friend is the first one you turn to
When feelings overflow and tears need to fall friends help you through it all.

Friends bring sunlight into your life,
They warm your life with their presence whether they are far away or close by your side.

A friend is a gift that brings happiness and a treasures u.. all that money can't buy.

Had anyone ever thought of hw a true fren could be? But anyways jus to say, its gd to hav a fren lik u =] thx for ur care n concern over these mths.. Whenever I m sad or happi, troubled or crazy, u r always here… despite hw busy u r…no matter hw irritating or childish I could be, u still kept up to ur promises, didn’t failed to let me regain a smile of my life… reli thank you very much =]

2006-03-09T19:33:00.000-08:00

ok finally blogged.. common test at last is over... i m free nw!!! woohoo.. can pei my dear husky n fren at maple le... ppl anyone who hav pet food in maple.. kindly donate T.T haiz.. CT results came out.. i dun mind telling eng: 19/35 chi 64/100 maths 77/100 sci 20/25 his 25/40 lit 18/25 heng nvr fail la... still quite ok.. but nt very happi.. but expected.. cuz last min study mar =.= so many things happened lately... jus wish tt all this things could stop n ppl out there can enjoy their life!! dun brood over sad things la... ok talking bout myself??? LOL haiz i jus mad recently.. dunnoe wad the hell gt to me... my head hor every now n then aches!! then sit down.. then wan stand pain, sleep wake up pain... aiya always pain de la. also dunnoe y... suan le.. dun care, wan pain then pain... nt reli a gd yr this yr.. fulled of sadness, misunderstanding, confusion.. blah blah.. hope this will end !!! wanted to refresh it badly T.T i dun wan continue le!! my gosh wad m i typing~~~ ok la i also dun understand... jus general advice... folo where ur heart goes... u will feel better, dun mind hw other ppl see u, u lead ur own life, nt them =] if its time to sacrifice, y nt? everybody will ned to sacrifice for anything they wanted? tts the principle of equal trade ^^

signing off as shiyi aka apple

2006-02-27T03:27:00.000-08:00

gastric pain nia.. rushing for the science proposal... n finally i did finish.. sickening printer made me so fed up.. n i m nt gonna trust it anymore... me onli ate 1 apple n 1 piece of ham in total.. so gastric pain lor.. n nw is 7.25.. supposed to hav dinner, but this stupid thing hai si wo... hai me cant even eat... heng nalilee help me, if nt reli lik last time.. need work till 1am... tmr still gt test, n guess wad, i haven even touch tt bk... die lor.. haiz...stupid printer.. dun play me le la.. wan retire pls gimme warning... i cant take it, nw gastric pain till lik siao.. still cant go eat.. n rest.. come bac home straight do on proposal le leh... but maybe tmr kena rejected? if tts the case, i quit, i m nt gonna do it all over again. i had enough of all this... spend my time lik hell infront of com doing research n wadever, if u dun appriciate, fine.. todays weather is so bad, me when walking home frm sch, felt giddy... head spinning... came home nvr even rest do this n tt, nw stomach pain.. haiz... reli tyty to nalilee!!!! xie xie!!! if nt i reli can die T.T lata still need burn midnight oil to study for lit test... stressed... y m i in express?!?!?! sian! shldn't hav ate apple jus nw... ate with empty stomach... the acid inside is nw making my gastric pain~~~think i betta go eat le, if nt lata gastric gt hole then si le.. ok la i stop here... n aw chee keong... i hate u!!! today suan me in class until very very song rite... i believe u will be suan more 1 day! hump!

2006-02-25T18:30:00.000-08:00

whew.. secretly woke up to use com.. cant let sis know... if nt -die-
ops but i say here she also know de mar =.= nvm.. whew this term is a stressing term... but life still hav to continue... for those in p6, need work hard for the upcoming PSLE in oct, after tt u can slack till when u r in sec 1... trust me... my PSLE was a failure... burn midnight oil... wait till the day of tt subj, then i study =.= for a few mins, n times up.. start exam le~~~ ok la nt bad la at least gt 209, stay in xpress...
then my sec 1, at first very 'hard working' in the end slack abit still manage to get 4th in class la... cuz class standard nt so gd... =X sec 2 cant slack le.. streaming yr... but i tried very hard to absorb those freaking things into my brain. wondering izzit my brain shrinking? cant even rmb lor... haiz. . . hope i can struggle thru this yr n make it up to sec 3 XPRESS ... abit ambitious la, but for my own gd mar.. hope can take bio~~ quite love bio...although need rmb so many things.. sianz... think cant online often in nxt 4 days till i m freed on friday.. but mon n tue quite free de mar.. maybe can stay in msn? haha who knows =.=
ok la need off com le.. lata sis wake up me die liaozzz nw is 10.35am, still haven wake up~~~ -piggy- =X ( u nvr see anything >.<)

2006-02-24T17:50:00.000-08:00

ytd actually wanted to blog.. since i m so sick n free anyways~~~ but they gt error so cant lor.. ok fine i shall blog it today~~~
lets start with my sicky day ytd... had diarrhoea... then made me kept going to toilet in the middle of nite... nvr even slpt well!!! then nxt morn.. decided nt to go sch... then phew slpt till 10am in the morn... too tired le T.T all tt diarrhoea hai de... turned me into a panda over a night (@.@) n yars woke up stomach still pain.. then ankle also pain... very sway nia... ankle sprain le haven recover then nw stomach pain again... but ankle is recovering in progress... =]
n once again ty to all gr8 frens tt showed concern to me on fri-24/2 n nw diarrhoea gone.. left ankle to be slightly better le x) tytytyty
yup yup n maple lvled up ytd.. finally~~~ ok la with the help of those quest... me stucked in 52 for 1mth++ le.. n finally ytd turn 53 ^^ but gonna slack again~~~
common test nxt wk... but think i m gonna fail it... y leh.. cuz history i know nth bout it although i listen so attentively... ._. cant blame.. my last yr history records r far better x) dunnoe y i hated singapore history than last yr learn de china thingy~~~ last yr de easier lor... haiz... hope can struggle it >:(
nxt eng... aiya my eng sux.. at least can gt a borderline ba? then lit.. omg tt animal farm thingy.. i read so many times also dunnoe wad the hell it talking about? jus a few piggys wans rebellion n created a stupid chaos? haiz. sad. nxt maths... also dunnoe y suddenly change 1 maths teacher.. omg this yr streaming nia~~~ i lik mdm koh better lor.. haiz~~~ actually some question at first know de, then after new teacher teach again, i all gong le @.@
n chinese.. think me deproving.. sad lor, my class all sot de, suddenly so many ppl de chinese improve lik siao, think i hav to admit defeat le T.T n 2 china students in our class.. -raise white flag-
think sci is the onli subj i can rely on T.T cuz my sci de base quite gd la x) n home econs~~~ this yr also dunnoe wad teacher talking bout... brain shrinking le... nt at my usual self in sch... cant absord so many things.. stressed!! aiya nt reli possible nt to regain it la.. there r days tt it will be regained.. is onli when me n my goody fren had long long chat, then it seems to be regained =] all thanks to my goody great fren.. but he very busy.. so try nt to fan him le =X gt sch frm mon to fri, sat n sun need work.. very xin ku nia =( haiz.. jus jia you jia you.. n u will pull thru de ^^
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-02-04T17:26:00.000-08:00

hahas.. changed blogskin.... sad.. everything is changing... even my hp is changing to become retard.. guess its gonna retire soon... hoping to hav a new hp.. but it wun come true... giving me lotsa probs lately... 1stly.. actually if randomly.. the msg is sent at example.. 7pm.. it can come to u at 10pm... ya also dunnoe y.. but sometimes wun... 2ndly.. ppl send complete msg... then it send to me as incomplete.. then cant see lor... haiz... then need trouble to change phone to see the msg le.... sad sad n sad... wan new hp frm last yr say until nw nobody even wan bother bout me.... i did wad i promised.. but they initially nvr... guess will hav to wait till i go crazy cuz of tt bah... sad everybody gt new hp onli me.. n me.... wan a new hp also so diff? my contract over le... but hp nvr comes..... sad lor... ppl be aware... if i nvr reply ur msgs... dun blame me.... haiz... yars.. n blister still as solid as ever... wad a wierd blister~~~ hahas i shall stop here....

signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-02-02T22:22:00.000-08:00

hmm today firdae.. yippee ^^ earliest to release frm sch in the whole dam week!!! so gt abit time... so come here look look.. maybe changing blogskin soon? aha.... most probably la.... sian today in class going slp le... somemore need collect class fund halfway~~~ some giv the $$ lik bo song.... crush the nice nice note until lik shit~~~ bleahz... anyways.. they wan crush anot nt my prob.. i will jus hav to unfold those crush??? sian... they crush until so easy.. nvr think unfold those crush so mar fan meh... sian~~~ then today home econs onli do theory.. quite relax... btw song chnaged.. to.. guess ba ^^ nw nth to do again le.. haiz.. seems tt afternoon isn't a great time to on9.. nite better.. more ppl on9.. midnight best lol.. but most prob i will be slping~~~ wad a heng week for me.... quite lotsa things happened.. a few days ago.. wed ba.. with the great help of me 1 gd fren.. i managed to slp earlier than expected.. but still turned into panda at sch... @.@ leg de blister frm starting of sch till today... so pain.. lol 1 mths plus... pain! so tts y need walk dam slow.. it dun seems to recover.. nw press lik solid solid de =X but nvr bleed~~~ heng heng.. sec 2 life quite bz... but managed to squeeze time to play maple ^^ although some ppl say tts a childish game.. but i lik mar.. i 13 onli cant expect much ^^ wait till i 31 maybe tt will be a childish game to me??? lol....

signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-01-30T17:34:00.000-08:00

whahahaha.. new yr le.. so fast~~~ gt ang pao also gt finish in 1 day.. pathetic~~~~ this yr income for ang pao quite gd lol~~ comparing to past few yrs la... maybe many ppl gt far more than me.... sometimes gt alot relatives also gd nor.. sad i dun hav many...tell me if u wan gimme ang pao ^^ i will love to accept it ^^ provided nt with junks~~~
ah well.. com spoiled for a couple of days so cant go on9.. sry bout tt... sadding in tt couple of days... 1stly boredoom... 2nd still boredoom.. 3rd many many bad things happen during the chick chick yr.. hope it dun happen in this woof woof yr.. x) at sch nth much happi things again.. jus feel so stressed.. in class outside class n wadever... maybe i m nt gd enuf -o.O- in class... dun bother me when u see my head down.. cuz i m tired... u go ka jiao me.. i will stare at u!! with O.O lol... stupid~~ ok la jus dun ka jiao me when i m sad angry or tired.. ka jiao me if u wan when i m happi... bst mood~~ but viv if u reli wan ka jiao... any mood also can de lol.... for u onli~~ for other ppl..hehe.. i will take sth n smack u if u do it >:( haha.. anyways.. hope all of ya hav a great yr!!! enjoy ur lifes happily!!!! n smile x)

an apple a day keeps the doctor away.. eat more apples...
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2006-01-18T23:08:00.000-08:00

saddening month.. saddening yr.. saddening day.. saddening life... my life is jus lik a same cycle turning round everyday.. does freedom exists? perhaps no for me.... but glad enough i can at least do wadever i wan in sch.... go cut my hand.. bite it or wad so ever...felling drifted away... less conver.. or maybe sometimes dun talk up to 10 sentences a day.. this change quite big.. during holidays.. i m so free to talk n online.. but when sch reopens.. nobody has time for me... n for me i may nt even have enough time for myself....
admitting i m pessimistic.. but jus cant help it.. days goes on lik this in my life... sometimes u feel happi i may nt.. but i tried to be happi in order nt to spoil the mood... sometimes u feel sad may be i feel even sadder? haha things jus goes on lik this..... busy sch life sadding life of mine...

2006-01-14T06:09:00.000-08:00

changed the skin.. may hav some problems la.. too lazy to amend.... came bac frm camp ytd... oh ya song is shan hu hai by jay chow n lara..
enjoy the song.. although lik sadding lik tt lol...
dunnoe y these few days doesn't seem as happi as ever.. ppl said i changed.. n i admit... ppl will change sooner or later.. or maybe i m changing nw? to the worser or better is up to u to decide de la.. anyways tell me if u reli hated me tt much or so ba.. i dun force ppl to do wadever they dun wan.. m i right? haha maybe some say yes n some say no.. but i m sure if u dun wan do this... i will nvr make u do it.. unless for some reasons.. the person reading shld know wad i m implying... do wadever u wan to do.. follow where ur hearts flows.. dun be trapped in a same spot for so long.. u r free. u can do wadever u wan as long as u r happi... its ok with me... ok i shall stop here think u knew wad i mean le ba..
signing off as shiyi aka apple

2005-12-27T17:35:00.000-08:00

school starting in a few days time.. onli 1 word can describe... sad~~~ haha ok new song put..
4 in love de 'Yi Qian ling Yi ge Yuan Wang' enjoy it ba =]

2005-12-22T04:04:00.000-08:00

starting 1st day of my life in age of 13.. disappointed... actually supposed to be happi.. cuz someone brightened my life every morn without failure... but after tt period of happi time.. somone will destroy his effort in the morn.. i reli feel very very sry for him n myself... sry for him cuz he wasted his effort... sry for myself...cuz i hav this kinda father... unreasonable 1...boss round ppl without giving any right to fight bac... father so wad.. i cant even hav my right to hav freedom to do wadeva i wan?.. sometimes i reli wish to be deaf... so i wun hear him nag n nag n nag... everyday nag bout same thing.. he nt tired i m... y bother to come bac? stay outside whole day till nite. without seeing u i will be so dam happi... u dun know tt ppl hated u so much? u think wadeva u did is always rite... but did u know everything u done makes ppl feel lik they r criminals... whew u jus think everything u do is right.. jus be it.. so stingy... do anything considering of $$ also cant.. sian ar.. felt lik being in a fatherless family......

2005-12-20T19:17:00.000-08:00

happi birthday to me, happi birthday to me, happi birthday to meeee... happi birthday to me..
todays my 13th birthday... supposed i m very happi bout this day? haha actually nt at all... morn.. tt special person made me felt happi for the whole morn till he brb n nvr showed up again... waited for more than 1/2 hrs haha but still no sign of a single person.. maybe history may repeat itself... its beggining to repeat.. jus waiting for me to continue this day for it... in total 2 person wished me happi bday today n 2 person wished me ytd... gd mar at least gt ppl know when is my bday this yr..
mum abit irriating.. knew today was my bday ask me chose 4 num n buy 4D.. know wun win de mar.. y bother to buy it.. i cursed her tt she wun win shes lik gonna gimme a big tight slap? if wan giv, giv nw no need wait. used to it le.. slapping my face to me is lik... normal? n finally tt speical person is bac. n nw wun be so bored le ba..

2005-12-20T03:13:00.000-08:00

da day b4 my bday n tt is tmr 21/12. wad a sway sway day b4 my bday comes~~~ ok la let me blog rot until?!?!?!?! finally here to update...
tmr my bday.. shld be happi mar.. but after all these yrs.. dun pin to be so happi la..
but this yr abit diff~~i gt maple frens to pei me.. at first i tot this lor then i abit happi.. but lata found out tt tmr gt patch then sadded again... =[ then sis so dam happi lor.. cuz i play frm morn to afternoon.. then tmr's patch frm 8am to 12pm.. if patch finish.. she can sun bian play. then i no need play le =[ so sad bday predicted... nvm la morn i see who on9 then go talk to them.. especially someone x) but rlei sian la~~ hope history dun repeat itself over n over again over all these yrs...

2005-12-10T01:30:00.000-08:00

nth much to comment bout today... jus sadding n disappointed... the end
but i hav a question to ask... is it betta to be loved or to love? think bout it bah
signing off as appledew aka shiyi

2005-12-08T02:43:00.000-08:00

hmm find 5 ppl to sabo~~~ diff nia~~~ cuz all ppl u all take le T.T nvm i try my bst to sabo xD
ok listed ppl u r being saboed!!! pls write 5 wierd things bout u in ur blog n continue to sabo more ppl !!!!
first on list~~~ jason aka aizi
second on list~~~ honey aka xiaolem0n
third on list~~~kerliang [ think ur blog can post ba]
fourth on list~~~ ciindy!!
last on list~~~viv

done saboing~~~~~~

signing off ass shiyi aka appledew

2005-12-07T05:05:00.000-08:00

kena sabo~~~~
to write 5 things wierd bout me ?!?!?!? anything wierd bout me?!?!? i dun hav anything wierd bout my toenails~~~ hmm

ok first thing

m i wierd?

2nd thing

m i reli wierd?

3rd thing

m i reli reli wierd?????

4th thing

i dun reli look wierd

5th thing

i m nt wierd so nth to write bout me being wierd.. thank you!!

ok done~~~~ being saboed finish... no ppl to sabo nia~~` so end here ^^
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2005-12-07T00:57:00.000-08:00

hmm... today maple patch~~~ heng i train abit in the morn lol~~~ onli 80% so far.. sian.. caculated need bout 13 days to be lvl 50??? so dam long. nvm la can be lvl 50 b4 sch reopens can liaozz. nw everybody all migrate to cass for a moment cuz of the 2x drop rate.. then my buddy list ppl left to talk too are so little T.T onli left yuna,jr,ivan n bro.. then ming wei bz so nvr on9... sian nia... i wan buy prepaid n buy a bday prezzie for my appledew myself ^^ 14 more days mar xP... i wan de ish erm the repair-man suit.. which i think so la.. then change hair for her... buy her a white beanie... total cost 17000 cash~~~ needa buy 2 cash card.. heng i saved enuf $$$ ._.''l lately nth to post.. hmmm i think awhile see gt anything to post anot -thinks- reli nth to say la~~~
nw a song sang by yuna to me everyday~~~ to make me happi for the day lol

beginning~~~
on the 12th day of christmas my true love sent to me....
12 WW toenails
11 cerebes horns
10 bain's collar
9 hector tails
8 solid horns
7 pepe's beak
6 dragon skins
5 zombie's tooth
4 holy water
3 drakes blood
2 noisy apples/yunas
n a BARLOG in A piNE trEE~~~~
n a barlog with a star in a pine tree~~~~~~

lol some lyrics forgotten so any hw sing =X

signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2005-12-03T03:44:00.000-08:00

a bad sat.. it wasn't suppose to be 1 but 3 things ruined my whole mood.. firstly... my father he scolded me for no reason.. wad can i do? stab him with knife? i cant do anything tt i wished to do... leave home.. i go where? cursed him.. if he dies wad m i? talk bac.. kena slapped? i cant do anything rite? nnt everything is under human rites... fate caused human rites to be nth!!! nth at all... 2nd thing.. at evening yuna sang the new version of xmas song n made me abit more happier... i pretended to be very happi n laugh lik hell n my dear sis ruined my whole faking mood.. y cant i jus pretend happi? mus everything be so dam real? cant i hav a faking mood if i wan? u jus wan to ruin my happi mood.. lastly i went to train.. as usual i died of maple's lagness.. can the gm sot out his thinking n make maple jus nt so dam lag? n nw xmas season maple keep dropping useless n obstructive stuffs tt makes me even more frustrated... wad can i do? n i died nt even 1 word of counsolation frm my frens.. plenty of them in my list who r on9... nt even 1 bothered bout consoling me.. die onli mar.. so wad? die then die lo? i requested some help but all jus treat my words blankly.. ok fine i m on myself i dun need any of their help.. since i m such a dam useless person.. i continue to be 1? so wad... continue of their reaction...
i died.. ppl in buddy list.. poured salt on my wound? some say i long time nvr die le... wan suan me tt i m useless? die then die la... treat as making $$ lo... then hr kept complaining bout her jumping quest... ok i cannot blame her nt her fault mar.. she wan scold wadeva she wans also can..
a fren told me i've changed.. i turned colder towards him? i admit i've changed.. i've change to be a problematic person tt havs nth but trouble in my mind... u told me i m cold towards u.. i ammended, i smsed to u.. talk to u in maple.. but wad did i gt in the end? a no reply sms? a no reply ans? so wad can u blame me for? blame tt i m crazy.. this is all u can blame me for... i tried to stay happi but i was nvr ever happi...

2005-12-02T16:43:00.000-08:00

reli nth reli happen lately... appledew lvled up again n rised to lvl 48.. new amours lik calaf n cromi.. but lvl 50 i will be a total change!!! cheers!!! but prob is, where to train T.T abit regreted tt i m nt fire wiz, cause fire wiz can train lik anyplace?!?! me carn.. haiz.. nvm a joke for u all

a day.. a young man went into a bookshop [ sell bk onli] he was looking for a bk, but dunnoe wad bk to look for, so he wandered ard for sometime, the bkshop owner saw him wandering ard for so long. so he took out a very old bk... he told the young man, he mus be finding for this bk... the young man thinks awhile.... n nth.. =.=
ok then he bought the bk for $100... b4 the young man leaves, the old man reminded him... turn to any pages except for the last page. the young man felt abit wierd bout tt bk... every night he read the bk over n over again but dare nt turn to the last page... finally this nite... he decided to turn to the last page... he turned n he was shocked... guess wad he saw on the last page...

the last page writes..... the bk was worth $60
special offer $20.....

2005-11-29T20:18:00.000-08:00

ammends make to my blog, front page of my blog, added some things.. need to scroll down to see all... added another link of me dear honeyy =] then nw my blog i dun think u will see halfway then close automatically le ba... same music : S.H.E's xing guang...
gonna relax after today's stupid things i've encountered... once again
thinking bac, abit harsh to hr.. sorry for my stupid attitude jus nw...
n to nooby, rest well n recover soon.. movie chicken little is showing on screen on Dec 1 if u dun wan miss it, get well soon!!! =]
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2005-11-29T18:08:00.000-08:00

STUPID IDIOT FIRE MAGE NOOB!!! THINK U WAD PRO HUH LVL 30++ PRO HUH I TRAIN TILL HALFWAY GO KILL MY DRAKE FANCY SEEING MISS ON EVERY ATTACK U GAVE!!!!! DIE LE STILL BHB N SAY WAD. I AT UR LVL TAKE ARC STAFF FLAME 2 ARROW U NO NEED PLAY.WAD IDIOT LOGIC IS THIS, U AT MY LVL I LVL 50++ GOING LVL 60++ LE LO. STILL STAY AT DRAKE SLOWLY PLAY WITH U.. DUMB ASS.. WISH U AN EARLY DEATH N FAILURE IN WADEVER THING U DO N HOPE U DIE SOON.
signing off as shiyi aka angry appledew

2005-11-28T11:31:00.000-08:00

maple expansion for 36hrs starting frm 27th nov -29th nov 12pm T.T
wad m i gonna to do for this 1 1/2days?!?!?! haiz.. nvm i shall make my blog... apple lvl ytd... heng nia if nt need wait till wed, n i think i wed gonna buy bks ba.. hope still gt stocks la, if nt need wait sch reopen buy very mar fan de.. new song.. S.H.E de xing guang.. nice hor... reli nth to type nia T.T so bored!!!! wonder the expansion includes wad -thinks- hehe dunnoe ._.ll'
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2005-11-27T12:21:00.000-08:00

nth reli happen lately, apple is gonna lvl tmr!!! hopefully lar ^^ if lvled she will be lvl 47!!!!! n 1 more lvl to new amour, 3 more lvl to total transformation.. cheers!!! ok la nth to say le...cya n jus 24 days more.........
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2005-11-24T14:30:00.000-08:00

nov 24`2004 this day i was awaiting for my psle results in my pri sch- woodgrove pri- i was sitting in the hall waiting paitently... while principle announced tt many of the EM1 students gt into special course hw i wish tt i was too, but didn't make it. i m nt tt bright or so. jus wish to get into my sis sch can le... agg need 236 i hope to jus get 238 or so? nw releasing of my results. my turn to get, i look at it. . . only 1 word can describe my feelings - shocked, very shocked. it was lik a instant death to me. i gt a score of 209... i was lik dam shocked. thinking of nth i jus walked off, hoping to hide somewhere n cry. tears nearly flowed down at sch but i kept helding it till i reached the lift of my blk, n thank godness my hse was near sch.so i can get bac hme soon. my first tear drop in the lift. i try to be happi but still can't. reached hme, my mum ask bout the result, i can't control myself n cried. my mum hug me n i still cried. i was a disappointment to all of them. blame myself for nt working hard ba... for the results i cried for a couple of hrs. but no use crying over spilled milk. can't get into my sis sch n was fated... n i need to chose my sec sch le... i chose christ church sec. the sch i m in nw.2 yrs ago, my mum setted a goal for me n my sis, she wants me to get into christ church n she was happi enuf. n in the end i landed in chirst church eventually. haha funni har. but i was lucky to get into express, but still kinda regret for nt working hard... nw i m in this sch, nt a bad choice after all =]
to all dudes getting results today, dun brood over bad results if u gt 1, even if u r in bad times nw, u can get over them if u work hard to achive a goal in ur life =]
sec 1 of my life, my form teacher was actually my p5 form teacher's hubby? shocked huh. wad a coinecidence... 1 yr passed, i m in sec 2 nxt yr, during sec 1, me nt regretful enuf, play all day long, mid yr i actually gt a 1st in class? all was shocked, first time in my life i gt a first.. haha maybe class standard too lan... taking tt advantage, i slacked, 2nd common test didn't did as well. gt 5th... end of yr, worked hard abit till me fell sick on last paper, gt bac paper, happy times turn to immediate sadded times..... shld know hw badly i did ba...
1st lesson learnt: nvr pin ur hopes too high.. nvr did as expected, u will fall badly... =]
2nd lesson: dun slack too much even though of great results nw, still need work harder to achive more better results.....
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2005-11-23T22:30:00.000-08:00

unhappiness occurs everyday of my life... both my counsellors advice me to look on a bright side, but jus can't do it. i often tell ppl to look on bright side but i jus can't do it myself. y? i m puzzled... i admit sometimes i m sad of some small things, but i reli cannot take it. i dun think u can stand it if u were me... although small things but diff to solve... so tts wad troubles me... when i m sadded, a habbit of mine was to find someone n throw all my probs out, maybe i can feel betta with tt. but nobody can stay beside u n hear ur sorrows for ever, as for me. i haven talk enuf he has to go. nvm ba. anyway thx nooby for lending me ur ear... feeling betta nw...
recently, i kinda hate my family? cause they didn't gimme enuf peace, when i feel troubled my hse is nvr quiet. my mum n dad speaks so loud, then sometimes sis quarrel n sometime i quarrel. so its nvr quiet when i wan it to... till nite, when i m in my rm... sleeping, its finally quiet,but i was sound asleep, didn't hav chance to enjoy it.... rainy days will soon past, sunny yellow banana day will soon come..
-to someone-
n another thing, i dun hav the need to change if i dun think i hav to, u cannot stand it, ur prob, u dun lik tell me. if i no comments of it then u dun make me use tt attitude lor. i dun hav to giv in to u whenever u wan, i can be my own self. this is human rites. u wan me change, its nt impossible, but firstly u change ur attitude first b4 asking me to....
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2005-11-21T19:26:00.000-08:00

waa... no more long hair T.T nw hair cutted to shoulder length.. quite heart pain... haiz. nvm hair cutted can grow bac de.. no need sad bout it... =] new hairstyle = new starting of life.... living with long hair for 10 yrs le... feeling head a big heavy with long hair as they r heavy... everytime i cut my hair, it represents a new starting of my life, cuz whenever i cut, my head burden lessens.. but as time goes by it heavys again. so needa cut abit... hope can grow longer abit..
learn to adapt to new changes....
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

2005-11-20T12:15:00.000-08:00

ytd night's quarrel was kinda fierce? but nt reli fierce lar is jus sadding... a quarrel between nooby, my sis n hr...dunnoe starting frm when my sis is beginning to kinda hate nooby... so adding fire to fuels n blah the hate gets bigger n bigger... dun wish to talk bout hw they quarreled. is jus tt there is some misunderstanding between them but somehow others r dragged in for no reason? maybe they shld see thru the prob with a positive way n nt nagative way? faults can be ammended but mus be with the help of staying positive, i didn't reli wanna side? jus leave them alone will do. but i will still hav moral support to whoever is rite... rmb folo ur heart, dun go against it... maybe foloing where ur heart goes may be the best choice of all... even though u hav lost 1 fren or so.. but many of them will still care for u... stay happi n continue life... when u r sad life goes on when u r happy life still has to go on. so y nt stay happi n continue life happily? a gender advice frm apple to nooby.. no sidings to whom =]
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

First time in cinema

2005-11-19T17:34:00.000-08:00

lol.. title sounds so sua ku hor.. first time in cinema ~~~~
ok gt to the point... today went to watch harry potter movie and the Goblet of Fire... hehe ok first thing first =] ok went off at 11.15am hope to reach cwp at 11.30am sharp ok finally reached cwp at 11.29am i thought this was the first time when i go out n was nvr late... but... tt nooby say meet at BK then i went.. i find until lik.......@##$%$%^&*&*^&%$ ok n i smsed him.. he said, he is at the CINEMA... ok sure late... ok reached the cinema n cannot see him [ cause too short] ok n i called, saw a guy taking his phone out. n he saw me ok... n the tix is at 1.55pm.. hmm n the time is 11++ then.. ok lemme see, hw m i gonna to spend the erm... 1 1/2 hrs or more?
ok beats me, i reli dunnoe... n then walk n walk n walk... ok saw a lame thing... ok question: hw to cut the balloon without bursting it? ok my ans... inflate n cut.
but ans nt tt.. very lame lar. is to grab 2 sides hard but nt causing it to burst n cut it. n u trapped the air, i wonder hw will it burst.. lame indeed......
ok walk here n there.... [cut short]
n finally left bout 40 mins we went to the -library- ok i hate bks but dunnoe y go.. lol
ok went to eng bk section n was f5 ok i admit once i see chiim bks, my head starts to spin...
n went to chinese section, recommended some bks to him. his mt lan mar. ok i recommended him, age 2-3 yrs bk. 3-4 yrs... 1 better 1, 7-9 yrs bk =] great huh.. whahahaha... lol
ok n walk there round n went bac to the cinemas...ok go there n was quite punctual, ok sit there for awhile n all those ads passed n movie begins......
-movie summary nt gonna be told, wan know buy the tix n watch the movie.-
- a great movie nt to be missed-

ok ending of movie, hehe finally. n when i gt up, my legs muscles on the bac was lik aching, then hands trembling, if the water in my bottle wasn't spilled i could wear tt jacket n wun be feeling cold halfway n rubbing hands... wonder nooby, dun feel cold meh, keep watching....
ok decided, nxt week, i gonna watch again. but noted [ to bring a dry jacket, a tight bottle]
whahahahah n 1 more thing, todae at popular, i saw on a paper, a inconsiderate ppl wrote apple with a =] wonder who it was? huhuhuhuhuh? n my breakfast was gone when i came bac. so ending statment, i ate a stick of choco n came bac n ate 1 small tiny ice cream n tts all.. o.O nt forgetting my bottle of water =]

signing off as shiyi aka appledew

A bad habit? or a sickness?

2005-11-18T17:37:00.000-08:00

hmm... after a debate show on wed... i realise i hav a bad habit? in other way saying an addiciton to handphones? me nt reli sure.. but i think i got it... i very bz, every now n then i will go go to my phone n open n take a look at it if theres any sms or miss calls. life reli bz for me T.T everyday i spent lik this... go play com. hp beside. nvr play com carries hp all ard.. if put down hp... every 5 min or so will go pay a visit to it... ppl phone ring, i tot is mine =.= only cure.. is.. if i keep smsing i dun need go check, jus stay there n wait for phone to ring, but. if late reply. my addiction works up again T.T so dam tired. need to check. but can dun check lar but dunnoe y i jus lived with it for a few mths le... haiz no medi to cure T.T
signing off as shiyi aka sad apple

-None-

2005-11-16T11:33:00.000-08:00

hmm... 5 days nvr post le.. cause so dam tired n so many sway things happen to me.. so no mood to type... firstly me n my fren had a misunderstanding but was resolved after a day of cold war =D . secondly another round of quarreling with fren's bro... wanted to report him but sicko maple dun let me insert tt ss... ok nvm maybe dun report him will be betta... so forgive n forgotten.. eh where m i nw? haha.. ytd me n meow meow went lot 1.. bring so less $$ then a few hrs all gone!! she left 5 cent then me 60 cents.. lolx then bo bian take mrt home.. hehe. she bought the rainie cd i wan for me!! cheers!!!! lol first bday gift this yr ^^ n 35 more days to the road of teenage*** haha nth special hor.. jus older le T.T but will stay cheerful... sat going to watch harry potter movie... but heard tt sat movie tix is $8++ T.T ok i admit me no more $$ le... nvm i will try to make myslef hav $$$ =D stay happi n learn to forgiv n forget if nt will store hates n will look older....whahahahahaha...
signing off as shiyi aka appledew =]

6 daes of holiday....

2005-11-12T20:31:00.000-08:00

Beginning of first dae.... 07/11/05 [ warning... it will be very long... dun fall asleep half way... whahahaha]
lol ok first day setting off to wai po hse.. [ grandma] shld be waking up at 5am but woke up at 6 in the end.. nvm still the same mar.. ok b4 setting off i sent 2 sms hoping to get a reply.... [did i get a reply in the end?] guess bah... ok setting off at 7++ journey is bout erm 3 hrs... ok 10++ shld reach...
whew finally reached... when came down frm car legs felt so numb.. ok lar still can walk... n spent the rest of the day sleeping in the rm... sian hor. so on tt day me begin to miss sg,maple n blah. ok nite finally reached. my uncle opens a food stall.. his cookings only 2 words*** 'yummy yummy' hehe.. very nice nia.. then after eating went bac grandma hse.. then nth to do, my 2nd aunt talk to my father n mum then me n sis nth to do went bac rm n stare at the celling...went to bed after tt.. preparing to set of at morn 10++ to 'GENTING HIGHLANDS'

08/11/05 the dae to genting..
hmm... long time nvr go genting.. so will be abit sua ku lar. me forgotten bout all happens last time when i go.. cause i last time 4 yrs only hw to rmb?quite long journey but lesser than ytd's.. 1 hr ++ bah.. my fren reminded me to bring 2 jackets.. but me only hav 1.. but very strange nia when reach there i found out to hav 2.. ok so fully prepared? went up hill so dam fun!!!! father drive fast fast then the cold wind rush in so shiok nia... no need air con jus tt wind will do.. cause in highlands mar.. up hill very cold de... no wonder need 2 jackets.... then reaching there le the last round is also the biggest round dam fun nia.. n finally reached 'GENTING HIGHLANDS' woot.. went to the hotel ' resort hotel' nvr go genting hotel n highland cause fully booked.. f5 nvm lar. went to the rm so refreshing the view directs to the outdoor theme park nia.. so ppl play all those high elements can see them.. can also hear them scream n shout nia..

rested in the rm for awhile n went out to explore... beginning was fun but dunnoe y at the end turns out to be nasty.. father angry with me sis n i so turn bac to hotel n sleep lor.. aiya always lik tt de lar...then at nite go out eat lor... erm eat at restaruants.. [dunnoe hw to spell]

09/11/05 2nd dae..
went out to explore again?!?!?! nvr go outdoor theme park lar causeme dun dare play all those elements go there also waste $$. then go there shop lor but all so ex haiz dun buy lar.. wait till go kl n shop then buy... ok walk walk morn go eat din sum quite nice lar.. then walk walk.. afternoon sis went lan shop n play then me nth to do then mood nt so gd then go bac hotel n stare at wall.. boring huh.. then later on my father bring me out to take pics... can see all those clouds flying pass u nia.. so cooling took pics whahahha..
at nite dunnoe y father angry again.... sadded lor.. then went bac hotel n stare at tv.. then my apple reached!!! ok eat apple time... afternoon we went to happy valley n eat.. yummy too...at nite ar.. eh think first.... *thinks* oh went to the high class restaruant.. y i say tt cause the food all so ex.. but still eat lar... n sleeps.... at bout 1am++ oh ya

10/11/05 last dae..
todae last dae... went to eat same thing in morn again.. lol then went bac to pack those stuffs... father still angry bout ytd so me n sis keep mouth shut all way... then going off frm carpark.. my father accidentally bang onto sth the car dunnoe wad thing drop so he even angry.. then vent his anger on way down... n finally stop grumbling... on way up the hill i nvr vomitted so i thought i wun again on way down.. so no preparations for it... then suddenly i felt so uneasy but i tolerated awhile... at highway bac to grandma hse... i htough quite near lar but nvr seems lik tt. it seems further than expected... i kept telling myself ' believe u wun vomit u wun vomit' but in the end i reli cannot tahan n i vomitted... ok abit disgusting..can puke if u wan to... but for the person itself it feels terrible... ok found place to wash up n father reprimanded me for nt telling him...i will vomit cause i dunnoe n finished my last few apple sweets...

i see him so angry then dun wan distrub him, i think i can bear until i reaches home but dunnoe y i failed n vomitted. i told him tt i dun wan distrub him so i kept shut.. but in the end i caused more troubles for him.. m i useless? i reflected on my way.. tears jus dripped down profusely.. without stopping... i kept thinking if i nvr vomit things would be better... reaching home i thought that i should repay those debts.. so i decided when reach i go bathe n come out to wash the car tt i made dirty... but came out all was washed.. left nth to do...
lata on i told him tt i wan repay but car was washed he told me to tell him earlier nxt time.. then i sy if the car cushion was spoilt because of me i pay him the cost of it lor.. he say i gt hw much to pay.. the seat cost thousand over dollars if was specially ordered. i told him to take frm my bank lor.. surely hav enuf de.. n it ends...
at nite went to uncle store.. food was still as yummy... then my cuz talked to me at nite... so shocked.. lol.. then play awhile n go zZz.. oh ya happi bday to meow meow ^^.

11/11/05 last dae to shop
last dae to shop.. today me went kl with my sis n mum n cuz... went to twin tower.. but threw abit temper there... then face sulked for the whole time at twin tower.. then went to the chinatown there. woah so many things to buy.. hehe... ok firstly i bought my chocolates at klcc.. cost rm6.90 for 100g. nxt i saw a cute hp pouch n wanted to buy.. hehe bought le... it has a cow on it.. so cute ^^ ok cost rm6.90 haha....
nxt my mum bought me longan drink woah so nice.. hope to drink it again... walk further i saw a bag.. so nice.. wanted to buy it too, n bought.. brand: quicksilver. cost rm70.... lol then lata on is my sis buy thing le nt me anymore hahas.. she bought a sports shoe.. candy... n bag too.. but hers is billabong... ended with it... oh nt forgetting the dunkin doughnuts ^^ taste yummy ^^

12/11/05 bac to sg
todae last dae, n lata on bac to sg le... quite sad lar...but still hav to go bac rite? haha so face it.. nvm lar i ytd nite took so many photos with my cute cuzs le.. take n look can le... morn go eat bak kut teh... the shop finally opened!!! waited for so many daes... ok eaten n went bac to pack.. then we bid godbye to them.. feel lik crying T.T haiz... having 3hrs++ journey i m bac to sg... actually we plan to go bac tmr but sis cannot tahan so went bac early... first thing i went bac to sg. i was hoping to see a reply frm the sms i send b4 leaving.. ok i nvr received any.. disappointed lor... then i send 2 sms again.. but this time gt a reply bout half hr lata? betta than nth lar... then nxt reply came after it.. hmm.. knew tt aizi was sick... haiz.. sleep well n eat more fruits.. esp apple.. cause it provides many vitamin c tt u need... an apple a day keeps the doctor away.. so eat hor.. get well soon =]
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

A busy n tiring day

2005-11-05T20:55:00.000-08:00

Todae is a great busy n tiring day for me... this morn. my mum was lik forcing to open my locked door n waking me up at only 7 something?!?! ok fine i went to open my door. i thought she wan go in n take only 1 thing. ok took le then came in n find dunoe wad thing again!!! then she move the things here n there hw could i sleep! sicko.. the thing wasn't in my rm at first no matter hw she find she won't find it!!!!! ok after she went away my father ask her to off my air con.. wa biang i wan to sleep de leh... ok nvm forget it dun sleep le... fancy me sleeping at 1am last nite n was awaken by those 2 early in the morn.... grrr... ok fine nxt time i wont open my door for them!!!!! then i went to play com... then 12pm my dear sis finally wake up le... then i let her play com.. feeling so hungry frm 7 to 12pm my heartless father still ask me to do this n that despite of my temper. bo bian mus do if nt i die. ok i tolerate but it was lik so dam unfair y mus he always ask me to do things? when i m playing com i do the things when i m nt playing i still does it? but my sis nvr does it.. whenever she free anot they still ask me.. ok maybe my name too easy to be called? i tried making it dam long but a stupid way to do it they jus called me oi n i hav to do it again... ok at bout 12 sth i wanted to make a cup of milo for myself to drink to fill my tummy abit but ok again he repremanded me to do this n that to find this n that ok no mood to drink milo or worst still i haven even make tt milo... n finally he went out, went out for godness sake!!!

ok at 1 sth my sis hungry then i go cook thing for her to eat.. n i finally drank 1 cup of milo frm morn till nw... ok cook finish let her eat then me drink my milo. then my mum come bac le. she ask gt eat anot i say no but i cooked thing for my sis to eat.. then she scolded me say JUS FRM MORN TILL NW I NT AT HOME U CANNOT TAKE CARE OF URSELF LE. U STILL WAN STAY ALONE IN SG. ok FINE. i can chose nt to eat. but i nvr starve my sis for godness sake. i gt cook for her ok... busy cooking for whole afternoon i was abit tired n went for a 10 min nap...

ok at evening, do jane quest.. was kena rushed by jeremy as he scard lik cannot get the glove lik tt =.= ok rushed me to do tt quest. i was lik very rush n became blur n gong dun even know wad i m doing... then after doing tt quest i sold him my 10% scroll for 400k.. but actually he said to pay me 500k.. ok nvm.. but lata on my sis check gt ppl sell at 900k. ok 500k loss.. i bet the $$ couldn't be ask for more? goods r nt to be returned after sold? wan blame mus blame myself.. i think he nooby bro mar the price he giv shld be quite ok n i agreed.... ok blame myself too stupid lor... nth to say bout this... oh ya.. me leaving on mon le T.T i wan stay in sg!!!! play my maple...
i wonder wad happen to hr todae.. woke her up at 7.59 but received the reply at nite 7 sth... she said she cannot play maple for a time being.. beats me wad happen to her nia.. maybe family prob bah.. haiz.. hope she will be alrite ^^
signing off as shiyi aka stupid/dumb appledew

2nd last day of mapling b4 i go...

2005-11-04T15:28:00.000-08:00

ok 2nd last day... b4 i go genting n leave sg for dunnoe hw many days
ok planning to lvl up by tmr but lvled today!!!! appledew is finally lvl 44!!! cheers!! hehe..lets see.. hmm.. haven eat frm 8am [ when i woke up] till nw 3.20pm. dun feel hungry nia.. intention is jus to make my appledew LVL UP!!! nth more important than that.. hehe.. 4 more lvls to wear my brand new amour n hav a brand new weapon!!!!! ok blog de song change le... guess wads song is this???? haha guardian angel by junyang ^^ found this on music web ytd n put it... woah.. leaving these few days i m gonna miss maple n my froggie show lots!!!! my froggie show is gonna end le T.T hope i will be bac by wed to see it.. if nt thur also can =p if nt fri also can lar!!!! eh feeling abit hungry nw.. heng gt lunch.. weeehaaa.. i go eat my late lunch n drink my justea le.. byee
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

A great diesaster dae

2005-11-02T20:06:00.000-08:00

todae.. quite bad dae... at the starting of the dae quarreled with tt wy.. then lata go on smoothly... sis n nooby the relationship lik was getting further n further away.. was i da cause? i m nt sure... in the afternoon.. i was training hard to lvl n a guy came to ks me.. i ask him to cc but he refused.. aizi wanted to help me n scolded him for me.. but gt defamed in the end.. i m very sry to cause u this trouble... i called nooby.. he asked me to ignore him.. by looking at this sentence, u may think he doesn't wanna help but this sentence was a great help. i listened to him n ignored tt guy.. eventually he left.. chionging the last few % i treated those strangers tt r out to 'ks' me politely.. they treated bac politely.. if u treat a person politely, most prob they will treat u bac politely. as u gav them a gd impression of u. so they may reduce the scarastic things... lata on i realised.. i m too polite until i let all those strangers hav some space until i dun even hav to space to train my last 4% ?!?!
ok nvm, being polite i shall change my place of training, at sleepy, a nt so happi thing occured. aizi wanted to kill a jr boggie but kena cursed. i having intention to help him but was mistaken as to dun let him kill... then slack n blah... finally lvled... lvl 43 nw.. lata after i off com.. he told me where my prob is n we resolved it.. this shows.. by speaking politely, probs can be resolved... at nite jus nw, my sis lik quarreled with most of her classmates cause of ytd incident... i think i m da root of this sicko prob... she out of anger. deleted all frm class including all those nt involved...
i think i shld settle my probs myself nt dragging anyone else down.. ppl may feel tt i m dragging n hai them.. maybe tt is childish? i 12 mar.. bday haven over so still kid lor ^^.. ok hope they can resolve their probs... in a sunny yellow banana day..
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

Am i in wrong?

2005-11-01T22:26:00.000-08:00

am i in wrong? wy [a idiot guy] maybe some of ur know him some nt.. ok let me say..
he wan ask y my cold beam attack so lan.. then so scarastic...lan then lan lar ask for wad...
then today. my sis promised me tt after she lvls she let me play.. unfortunately she met him on her way.. or another way of saying.. he went to find her o.O
then she lvls n wanted to go makan as a gender reminder frm me... she told him n he was so dam upset... say dun let me play lar... if nt later i online he go ks me only wad... my sis ask him dun he dun listen.. even if he listens, i dun appriciate it.. wan ks come lor lik i kid nvr gt ks b4... lvl 44 only mar big deal?
haha..i told ALL my frens in buddy.. all sided me.. then at 8.30pm all went to free market chnl 3 to settle.. settle until dunnoe wad time lar.. then he demanded us to apologise to him when they r nt in fault... he wan come go against me dun make them say.. they aren't wrong...
he said to me.. i was in fault to see his conver with my sis.. omg pls lar.. tt is my hse. i wan see wad do wad also non of his bussiness... then wan quarrel i won't lose.. act firece.. woah i so DAM SCARED!!!! talking bout this freak.. i wan die! but, i won't die earlier than him...
in the end scolded vulgar at the buddy.. bet those online heard tt?haha..
now a great thak you to my frens : moldly [aizi] ,5566rulez [ hr], magicaway [ joel], xxxmagiczxxx[jeremy/lolx]
thank for ur help today especially the first 3.. but for lolx.. he help me too ^^
Best frens of all ^^
ok go drink a cup of cold water le...
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

SianZzZ...

2005-10-31T16:27:00.000-08:00

holiday quite sian...... need to wait till nxt tue then go out with my fren.... then nvr go out of cuz nth to post....then today at maple gt a idiot guy add me then ask me guess who he is.. think i so free to guess meh... then anyhw say of cuz all wrong...then he sicko de lar.. dunnoe who until he says hes wei yang.. tt toot... ask me guess. i nt so free hor... he lar. say my ice lan n blah then i pissed off.. then ask jeremy come then jeremy very curious to meet my sis stead last time de.. so came.. then in the end he went off then 2 started to quarrel in my buddy and flood it ... wad a gd dae was ruined by both of them... haiz...
signing off as shiyi aka sian appledew

Sunny Sundae

2005-10-30T22:41:00.000-08:00

hmm.. today's sun very the bright cause its sun dae!!!! lol.. lame horx
hehe.. lata shw a pic taken in ossy.. quite strange lar.. dunnoe is image prob or???
hmm... today ar.... haiz protested buot dun wan to go genting n kena scolded in the end... went florida beach todae.. hunt for quest items n blah... i asked my pro fren for help if nt gonna die there sonner than eva... n he gav me a green napo for free!!! [ level 50 cape] wow...
hehe... lets see.. cannot put?!?!?! aww....
haiz.. nvm.. i shall save it in my folder ^^ wan to see ar... hehe bo bian cannot.. =p
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

Bac frm ossy...

2005-10-29T21:23:00.000-07:00

today.. woke up quite early.. then wanted to do the quest...but dunnoe y cannot do.. and ytd i ask aizi if he wans to come bac vic... thinking tt he would say..'dun wan lar.. vic so sian.. i rather stay in ossy, u wan go u go bac urself..' but thank godness he nvr reply lik tt... aiya me imagination ans... nobody would ans until so cruel lik tt de hor.... hehe.. so he said he also cannot tahan so he decided to come bac with me the nxt dae..
we missed 9am ship so bought 9.30am tix... last dae at ossy.. dunnoe when we will still be bac, so we took our last shots of pics and waved gdbye to ossy...
on board the ship it go on well for bout 5 mins.. then after tt, to my shock...i saw a thing came out suddenly... looks wierd. the first thing tt came into my mind.. CRIMSON BARLOG!!! so quickly called aizi into the cabin in case he dies... as they were only 2 of us on tt big ship to vic.. heng we both were safe... last 2 mins. since aizi wans to see barlog again.i decided to take a risk.. i told him lets go up...climbing ladder halfway, my hands were trembling kept stationing my fingers at hp pot key. but to my suprise.. we reached sixtopia safely... although nvr see it but were relieved to be safe...
and bac to vic.. first thing went to find bro n ks him.. whahaha..lol jk only...
then went bac to explore again.. after tt went to train until lvl up ^^ bought a blue calaf todae.. at 380k only!!!!! hehe im dam lucky to hav cheap deals...then pia my last few % i hunted a GLASS SHOE!!! i hunted it for 41-25 lvls!!!! finally i gt it!!!! omg... hmm.. feeling quite sian lar.. always training...

haiz... dunnoe when needa go genting for holidays.. dun feel quite lik going.. although i wanted to go on holiday dam much but.. now dun feel lik going.. then lik go on holiday also go so near... if further won't it be nice? nice is nice lar.. but me scared take plane... haiz.. y can't i jus stay in sg... my results also nt so gd mar.. go on holiday for wad... tv show always act only gd results lik 1st in class blah can go on holiday.. mine 4th leh.. can go meh... haiz...

i know this post abit long lar... but i wish to go on some other countries.. but nt malaysia...
i wan to go austrilia to see kangaroos n kolar bears
i wan to go japan n buy many cute stuffs
i wan to go taiwan n buy alot of things...
i wan visit farms in new zeland...
but all are jus simply impossible to me.......

Another post... valuable memories

2005-10-28T22:34:00.000-07:00

Last dae of sch... no matter wad.. i still miss 1/1'05 ...hope we wun get seperated.. but fate doesn't hears...those who r weaker was sent to NA nxt yr.. maybe lik tt they can cope betta with their studies... its ok... can get to see my frens nxt yr is gd enuf le...
although this isn't a perfect yr.. but i m as happi as eva... being older u will get more matured... when gets matured u will think of things beyond last time when u think simply...
when u get older the probs u face will be many times greater than u r now.. so be mentally prepared to face it.. dun run away frm it... things u hav to face u mus face it.. so no point running away frm it... it does no help at all.. to all my frens looking at this hope u all cherish each other.. care for each other.. spend this last 2 mths of sec 1 life fairly...
once again.. thx 1/1'05 for giving all of us the pain. happiness. toughness. and every other objectives. this has made us all grown up!! as said.. for a person to grow.. he needs to face diff types of diffculties n absorb experiences frm it...

take care ppl in 1/1'05 n all my frens in other classes ^^
take note: an apple a day keeps the frown away... stay happi
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

Boring afternoon...

2005-10-28T17:55:00.000-07:00

Its a so dam boring afternoon........ maple world max again..... nth to do.... so go play habbo.. talk to my kakak halfway she gtg.. haiz... then after tt go aizi rm.. actually wan help him deco.. but deco halfway so many ppl come in.. then i dun touch anything lor... in case all efforts go down the deep black drain... then after those ppl go... the rm i think is abit messy.. then actually i wan redeco again.. but after 1 min a gal came in again... she redeco again.. then nvm lor.. dun need to do anything.. be xtra can le .... i know my deco sux... haiz.. nxt time dun deco rms anymore.. in case turns frm gd to bad bad to worst.....
signing off as shiyi aka sad appledew

Last dae of my sch dae

2005-10-28T03:24:00.000-07:00

hmm.. today is the last dae of my schooling... gt bac report bk today... did quite normal.. gt class position 4/39 . lvl position 27/153 . nt bad lar.... today i m quite happi lar.. cause me told myself... last dae of sch be happi ^^ then today nth bad happen but is jus tt gt 'some' scoldings frm mr mo... he pissed off by us... now the holidays i m waiting for hav reached.. its knocking on my door waiting for me to welcome it... but nw find tt i hav gt nth to do in holidays except playing maple... my father sae wan go genting but i dun feel lik going... y mus always be so sua ku to stay in malaysia or wad... cannot further meh... zZzZzZz....
feel so sian.. nobody to talk to.. send sms but no replys... haiz...
signing off as shiyi aka sadded appledew

Bad dae

2005-10-27T16:31:00.000-07:00

today is the last day of rugby, and also the match among all classes... but also a bad dae for many of us in 1/1 n many gals in 1/2. viv's grp gt into the semi finals... they shld hav scored a goal n get into the finals... xin fang touched/tapped yi jun who was holding the ball but tt guy didn't see n jus let them score n they won?!?!?! many ppl saw it clearly but nt him??? wad logic is this. although i m nt in their team but i also b.s . how can lik tt. he purposely wans us to lose. for bois is the same. our class bois actually scored goal but tt guy nvr see then the other team go tap them n was treated as nt scored... haiz... quite bais. this isn't a fair game...this is unfair but no matter how we told them they jus chased us off... i know many teachers thinks our class is an rotten apple in their eyes... but nt for some.. mr mo nvr treated us lik tt.. miss him very much T.T but thank godness he will be bac tmr!!! but tmr will be the last dae we will be seeing him...

now realise sth.. 1/2 ppl massages very well ^^ . today tess massage for me... abit pain but very shuang... followed by yi shuang also very nice.. lastly linghui... woah shiok nia... then their hand tired then our match starts but lost?!?! haha nvm.. after tt i massage for cindy.. she looks tired so massage for her ^^ she say very shuang o.O reli? dunnoe leh.. then doris also say shuang.. haha maybe reli shuang lar... miss those massages.. too bad cannot massage for myself....

1 more day to go.... 1 last dae of fun....1 last chance.....
signing off as appledew aka shiyi

Sadding dae

2005-10-26T16:42:00.000-07:00

Today is a sadding dae tt i dun wish to live in this dae... morn kena sabo by fren to go up take prize for class... then back very pain cause of incident ytd... then walk also very pain... so a painful experience.
at maple.. dun wan mention...
my fren was angry at me bout some reasons... then talk to him he ask me dun go fan him then i go off n come here tag... abit sadded.. maybe i m such a nuisence...so i go off...
but tt guy whom i mention this.. sry apologies frm me... dun mean to caps at u...
millions of apologies to u...
signing off as shiyi aka sad appledew

A brand new falling down dae

2005-10-25T17:18:00.000-07:00

Hahaz y my title lik tt? cause... i fell down during rugby today!!! T.T so pain... now then know wad aizi say tt kind of 'pain'! i thought i m the only one falling, lolx. but nxt esther they all fell down... then joan too... lolx no offence...then play some games and poof released... after recess quite boring lar... nth to do, no teacher.. then nearing to after sch.. feel so tired... me n viv slept on table.. but! teacher n class so sicko.. all so noisy!!!! then cannot sleep lor.... so inconsiderate de... nvm.. then after sch... gt maths remedia!!!!
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

A bright new dae

2005-10-24T17:23:00.000-07:00

A bright new monday morn... stay happy ^^ but feel sleepy T.T .. when dm or whoever was talking, feel lik dozing off...but cannot larx... thinking of long days after that.. rugby... feel lik sleeping n dun wake up!!! but today's nt very lan.. quite ok.. enjoyed myself! although of intense heat n pressure me nvr become metamorphic rock ^^.. metamorphic rock is formed under intense heat n pressure ( learnt frm geog.. woah y can i still rmb it??) finally the day is off.. went bac home feeling hot/warm... after bathing poof 1st thing went to on com... then on maple... woah at 3++pm only the world max liao?!?!?! wad the... hr say correct le should post at forum n let gm do sth!!!! cannot lik tt de mar.. always max aqualia... o.O i know le.. he hav motive de.. he wan more ppl to play bootes.. hehe guess correct le bah.. so jian.. =p but finally after many mins of pressing, i gt in!!! lolx... hope tmr will be a better day!!!!!!!
its a sunny yellow banana dae but... become a reddish red apple day!!!! ^^
now raining... nvm cooling.... feeling hungry now T.T
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

Regrets....

2005-10-23T22:36:00.000-07:00

Regretting to go ossy so early.. as early as 10am.. lolx.. no lar. i mean i think i was abit to rush to ossy when i was only level 41.. think should go at bout level 50+? haiz.. but abit too late... cause i m there now... beginning to miss vic rd... feel that ppl in ossy aren't those normally i see in vic.. m i too square??? only wan know ppl frm 1 particular place... they dun seem as friendly... some over sensitive.. although all frm same world same global but still feel that some r jus too proud.. i was once again being insulted with the 5 letter word... ill-bred huh.. haiz.i actually nvr loot tt idiot jus says tt i loot.. and fight started again... then being scolded.. insulted... when can this stop? dun reli knows.. bear with it lor jus think is some annoying crows squeaking yacking??
at ossy nth much to train.. made some pro new frens today... also made enemies... haiz this is life.. who can control it??? tmr needa go sch again, but for last 5 days.. wonder if i would go thru it smoothly? or fall sick halfway n spend the last few days at home with maple? haha dun reli know.. jus thinking of playing rugby tmr then dun reli feel lik going but bo bian.. no mc mus go.. hai ya actually nt so bad lar, the instructor speaks n looks very cute.. when he smile u will feel lik smiling also de lar... so [[cheer up]] wad u hav to face u will hav to face.. running away isn't a prefered choice... this will make u feel uneasy... ok talk till here le.. need to find ways to make my PE shirt more comfortable for tmr n make my shoe loser for tmr's benefit of wearing... haha m i naggy?? lolx ok tmr then talk le byeeeeee.......
signing off as shiyi aka appledew

Sunny yellow banana day ^^

2005-10-22T10:24:00.000-07:00

today is a sunny yellow banana day ^^ but morning abit sian.. play maple halfway dun wan play le... then i go do quest.. but b4 tt at perion i saw a guy with fame 3375!!!! scary huh, he ask me help him train his bandit but i dun feel lik training so say "sry"..then at ulta pig farm.. so sicko keep going wrong way.. a cleric prty me n gave me free heal.. save pots =p . and finally completed it.. then i log off.. cause too sian.. then come here make blog.. some new changes made ^^ haiz.. dunnoe y i cannot load aizi's blog.. press only sound come out then screen blank..maybe com too lag or aiya dunnoe lar.. then now watching doreamon.. i missed 12 mins of the show cause forgot to on tv -_-''' . dun feel lik going to sch on monday... sianzZzZzZ
rmb to tag =]
signing off as appledew aka sy

Sucking ppl

2005-10-21T18:30:00.000-07:00

today nth reli happen but is jus tt a idiot asshole without manners n bird insulted me today...
he think he wad, say ppl nvr see himself fit to insult ppl anot.. i feel so sad for is mum.. hav an ill-bred child.. he himself behaves lik n bastard wonder if he is a human or a beast...those pros aiya also bastard lar.. frens with bastard will soon become one... he relis on pros tt r nt reli pro.. hang on rope dun dare go down lik wad u know a coward.. even the worst guy in the world is far better than him.. defame my fren nvr die b4... a gracious ppl should forgive n forget.. but he nt fit to anything shld be rmb to be a laughing stock asshole.. asshole for hims is ass with no holes.. so shit all blah shall only come out frm mouth.. no wonder his mouth stink lik hell... nono hell is better maybe gt perfume nia...today lvl up le!!!!! but nt reli happy.. afte scolding him also nt very shuang... dunnoe y leh.. oh i know le.. his face makes ppl wanna throw out... puke.. vomit.. so after vomitting important things then nt happy lor... oh btw.. if u wan know who this stinko guy is.. his ign is : xXxfrogxXx in aqualia ( maplestory) thank you... on the way to puke****
signing off as appledew aka sy

Last school day of this week

2005-10-20T17:42:00.000-07:00

Last school day of this week.. y leh. cause tmr is our DM's bday.. no lar jus joking.. tmr is our promotion day!!! DM ask us to bribe teachers (hehe).. lol
today saw Mr Chow at cwp then i say hiee to him n talk awhile n off...

At sch today.. tt baka pissed me off... he hor when i come bac frm toilet he say faster lar threaten to lock door... b.s say lor i slowly put my things wad can he do.. lock me lor.then after recess i bring appletea bac to class. he say me bad example bring coloured water to class. wad he think he is to say me. a councilor n a discipline community ppl infront of me also nvr say anything wad does he hav the right to critisize me. baka. then he provoke me somemore quarrel in class lar, he think he can shout i cannot ar.wan shout shout lar who scared who... in the end also go bac his seat then sit there nvr talk... ass..so irresponsible... he think he know how to throw temper i dunnoe meh. wan fight with me wait for a few yrs more lar.. noob
maple idiot think u lvl 30++ pro meh.. lvl so noob then always talking bout pro things.. u nt fit to be a pro lor noob! if u pro nobody in the world is a noob.. pissed off
signing off as appledew aka sy

Bad day... Bad results... Bad year...

2005-10-19T15:39:00.000-07:00

First post of this blog... first sadness...
ytd, everyone gt their results bac... some very happy... some very sad lik me...
some passed all their subjects while some failed... as for me. i failed my maths.. according to my maths teacher, i made too many careless mistakes... ytd b4 she left she sayang me. and i cired(crybaby) . as for others, geog... nvr fail very gd le... science... me did badly... my science frm last time 1st become dunnoe wad... haiz... my grades drop until so unbelieveable but hope can still stay in express T.T some ppl gt such gd results keep going around n hao lian. nvr even think of others feelings. nvm lar she wan hao lian go on lor... i dun care... she wan do wad is her business... then today get bac lit paper.. feeling happier lar. nvr fail =] eng also nvr fail. mt also but very lan.. compo get until wa... dun wan say le. say le wan bite file again?!?! T.T enjoy reading ^^
signing off as appledew aka sy