nov 24`2004 this day i was awaiting for my psle results in my pri sch- woodgrove pri- i was sitting in the hall waiting paitently... while principle announced tt many of the EM1 students gt into special course hw i wish tt i was too, but didn't make it. i m nt tt bright or so. jus wish to get into my sis sch can le... agg need 236 i hope to jus get 238 or so? nw releasing of my results. my turn to get, i look at it. . . only 1 word can describe my feelings - shocked, very shocked. it was lik a instant death to me. i gt a score of 209... i was lik dam shocked. thinking of nth i jus walked off, hoping to hide somewhere n cry. tears nearly flowed down at sch but i kept helding it till i reached the lift of my blk, n thank godness my hse was near sch.so i can get bac hme soon. my first tear drop in the lift. i try to be happi but still can't. reached hme, my mum ask bout the result, i can't control myself n cried. my mum hug me n i still cried. i was a disappointment to all of them. blame myself for nt working hard ba... for the results i cried for a couple of hrs. but no use crying over spilled milk. can't get into my sis sch n was fated... n i need to chose my sec sch le... i chose christ church sec. the sch i m in nw.2 yrs ago, my mum setted a goal for me n my sis, she wants me to get into christ church n she was happi enuf. n in the end i landed in chirst church eventually. haha funni har. but i was lucky to get into express, but still kinda regret for nt working hard... nw i m in this sch, nt a bad choice after all =]
to all dudes getting results today, dun brood over bad results if u gt 1, even if u r in bad times nw, u can get over them if u work hard to achive a goal in ur life =]
sec 1 of my life, my form teacher was actually my p5 form teacher's hubby? shocked huh. wad a coinecidence... 1 yr passed, i m in sec 2 nxt yr, during sec 1, me nt regretful enuf, play all day long, mid yr i actually gt a 1st in class? all was shocked, first time in my life i gt a first.. haha maybe class standard too lan... taking tt advantage, i slacked, 2nd common test didn't did as well. gt 5th... end of yr, worked hard abit till me fell sick on last paper, gt bac paper, happy times turn to immediate sadded times..... shld know hw badly i did ba...
1st lesson learnt: nvr pin ur hopes too high.. nvr did as expected, u will fall badly... =]
2nd lesson: dun slack too much even though of great results nw, still need work harder to achive more better results.....
signing off as shiyi aka appledew