unhappiness occurs everyday of my life... both my counsellors advice me to look on a bright side, but jus can't do it. i often tell ppl to look on bright side but i jus can't do it myself. y? i m puzzled... i admit sometimes i m sad of some small things, but i reli cannot take it. i dun think u can stand it if u were me... although small things but diff to solve... so tts wad troubles me... when i m sadded, a habbit of mine was to find someone n throw all my probs out, maybe i can feel betta with tt. but nobody can stay beside u n hear ur sorrows for ever, as for me. i haven talk enuf he has to go. nvm ba. anyway thx nooby for lending me ur ear... feeling betta nw...
recently, i kinda hate my family? cause they didn't gimme enuf peace, when i feel troubled my hse is nvr quiet. my mum n dad speaks so loud, then sometimes sis quarrel n sometime i quarrel. so its nvr quiet when i wan it to... till nite, when i m in my rm... sleeping, its finally quiet,but i was sound asleep, didn't hav chance to enjoy it.... rainy days will soon past, sunny yellow banana day will soon come..
-to someone-
n another thing, i dun hav the need to change if i dun think i hav to, u cannot stand it, ur prob, u dun lik tell me. if i no comments of it then u dun make me use tt attitude lor. i dun hav to giv in to u whenever u wan, i can be my own self. this is human rites. u wan me change, its nt impossible, but firstly u change ur attitude first b4 asking me to....
signing off as shiyi aka appledew