starting 1st day of my life in age of 13.. disappointed... actually supposed to be happi.. cuz someone brightened my life every morn without failure... but after tt period of happi time.. somone will destroy his effort in the morn.. i reli feel very very sry for him n myself... sry for him cuz he wasted his effort... sry for myself...cuz i hav this kinda father... unreasonable 1...boss round ppl without giving any right to fight bac... father so wad.. i cant even hav my right to hav freedom to do wadeva i wan?.. sometimes i reli wish to be deaf... so i wun hear him nag n nag n nag... everyday nag bout same thing.. he nt tired i m... y bother to come bac? stay outside whole day till nite. without seeing u i will be so dam happi... u dun know tt ppl hated u so much? u think wadeva u did is always rite... but did u know everything u done makes ppl feel lik they r criminals... whew u jus think everything u do is right.. jus be it.. so stingy... do anything considering of $$ also cant.. sian ar.. felt lik being in a fatherless family......