saddening month.. saddening yr.. saddening day.. saddening life... my life is jus lik a same cycle turning round everyday.. does freedom exists? perhaps no for me.... but glad enough i can at least do wadever i wan in sch.... go cut my hand.. bite it or wad so ever...felling drifted away... less conver.. or maybe sometimes dun talk up to 10 sentences a day.. this change quite big.. during holidays.. i m so free to talk n online.. but when sch reopens.. nobody has time for me... n for me i may nt even have enough time for myself....
admitting i m pessimistic.. but jus cant help it.. days goes on lik this in my life... sometimes u feel happi i may nt.. but i tried to be happi in order nt to spoil the mood... sometimes u feel sad may be i feel even sadder? haha things jus goes on lik this..... busy sch life sadding life of mine...